CCHHEERRLLYYNN!

Relink please (:

2009-07-09T16:21:00.003+08:00

Okay, so I've gotten tired of blogger..
Shall go back to using LJ.
Linky's the same.
www.angelicheartz.livejournal.com
Or click here: ღ

Yeps.
Haha don't worry, you'll still be able to tag here.
Or someday I might switch back to blogger.

If not, then go create a livejournal.
And then you can leave comments there (:

Reason for my switch is that I wanna rant all I want there.
And then lock my posts.
So that only some people can see.
Then I can rant at others in peace.
Instead of wondering if they'd read my posts about em.
Shall leave this blog here cuz it contains many memories.
Since 2007 I think.
Hahaha.
Oh wells.

Oh and the posts are locked.
So you'll have to add me to read em.
I'm sorry.
Hahahaha! (:
Username: angelicheartz
Yeah its so easy! (:
Hahaha okay I'll go blog there :D

No one's ever been comparible to you

I Never Knew!

2009-07-07T22:02:00.002+08:00

OMG, the view from the stage in Esplanade is so nicee!
Can see the whole concert hall.
Performance rehearsal today.
So awesome! (:

Arrgh, but the only thing I hate is my pass.
Since my name is registered like "Tay Yee Teng Cherlyn"
Then the stupid pass carries only "Tay Yee Teng"
WTFOMFGSTFU.
Ahhhh, so pissing..
I just feel naked without my christian name..
LMFAO.

Oh wells, today was just awesome.
Skipped E Math and Geog.
Mrs Loy was so sad ):

Oh wells, gotta do my heymath.
Sianz.
ZZZZZZ, tired, but hair still wet.
Stupid hair dryer spoilt and we conveniently forgot to buy a new one.
How nice :/

She doesn't get your story like I do

Youth Day 2009

2009-07-06T13:30:00.002+08:00

Happy youth day everyone (:

Watching Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen later :D
With my mom and brother.
Shia LaBeouf is hot hot hot (:
Megan Fox is hot too :D
YAY!

Why must Shia be so hot? (:
Hahaha :D
Sorry this is the nicest pic I can find of Transformers.
Excuse me for that really skimpy Megan Fox :D
Hahahah :D

Shia is love love love (:

In this new divide

Crazier

2009-07-04T14:29:00.002+08:00

I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you opened the door
There's so much more
I'd never seen it before

I was trying to fly but I couldn't find wings
But you came along and changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I'm
Lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real

You showed me something that I couldn't see
Opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I'm
Lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

Baby you showed me what living is for
I don't wanna hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I'm
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

Really really bored

2009-07-01T15:50:00.002+08:00

Oh man.
I think I'm still in a holiday mood.
Feeling really restless in class.

School was funny today.
Everyone wanted to read that R21 book of Jomin's.
I betcha pretty soon, the whole class would have read it already.
And especially Shalyn.
She looks so innocent on the outside.
And she watches Grey's Anatomy.
HAHAHA.
Shalyn best la.

Jomin did the lady-chain today.
Kena tore out by me in the end.
Homework still incomplete.
Lazy to do la.
Back home with Jomin and Xae-rl, whom we met on the bus.
LOL, damn funny, should have seen Xae-rl's face when this woman sat beside her.
And then she started talking to her.
Jong and I were laughing our asses off behind her.

Hiax, shall go do homework liao.
Bored and feeling really lazy.
LMAO :/

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you

Term Three Day One

2009-06-29T18:10:00.002+08:00

Uggh.
School's back on ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BEST FRIEND!
Hope you like my presents (:
ILY loads and loads and loads.
And more than you can ever imagine :D
CarAlexaHwang.

School was ultra super boring today.
All the admin stuff.
I think all the teachers also no mood to teach.
And two schools get to be closed >.<
No fair.
Tsktsk.

Steps into school this morning coughing..
Mrs Diane Ang stops me asking if I was okay.
And I started laughing.
I've got a prescription by my doctor's.
I thought she couldn't wait to send someone home.
Must be so boring standing there the whole morning.

Malaysia was fun.
I know what daddy does there now.

ME:
Daddy, what have you been doing for the past few days?

DADDY:
Eat... (Pause, thinks) Eat...

MOM:
And eat.

Daddy you pig!
Hahahah! :D

Have to create this gmail account thingy.
LOL, what a waste of time and resources.
Oh wells.

You lift my feet off the ground spin me around you make me crazier

Still sick ):

2009-06-26T11:14:00.002+08:00

My throat is still itching.
And I had to miss PRPS 6B outing today ):
I WANNA GO...
*whines and whines*
Oh wells.
At least I don't pass my sickness to others :/

Listening to Taylor Swift now.
She rocks big time seriously (:
I think her favourite day is Tuesday.
Haha, so many songs are on a Tuesday!
LOL.

Going to JB tomorrow.
Might not be blogging.
Haha (:

Baby can't you see you belong with me

Dedicated To Natalie

2009-06-25T09:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY BABE!
I love you more than Changmin/Kaname/Christian Bale put together.
Of course I do!
Thank you for being such an awesome friend all these months.
OBS wouldn't be the same without you.
Countless crapping with you.
Countless complaining with you.
Countless listening to both me and you.
Just the countless times we spent together.
I WANNA HUG YOU NATALIE.
But cannot ):
Nah, I hug you on my blog (:

I LOVE YOU NATALIE KURAN BALE.
(Refuses to add in the Korean husband's names cuz this was the name I first knew you by!)

Hope you have a great great awesome day ahead!!!

Still sick ):

2009-06-24T15:24:00.003+08:00

Ahh, I'm still sick >.<
But at least my throat doesn't hurt very much now.
Now my nose is blocked and phlegm is stuck in my throat ):
Ahhhhh. Cough cough.
And passes the sickness to you.
3 days of MC, no use also.
CCA all cancelled..
Wanna go shopping ):
OMG, you should so see this..

So amazing right.
Give me your opinions seriously.
Haha, I should open a shop editing pictures! (:
All these while I didn't know that I had so many hair brushes in PS.
Tsktsk, make me download from DeviantArt and waste my time ):
Oh wells, I was just practising la.
Not very good yet.
Soon I wanna learn how to make pixel dolls!
Haha pixel dolls are cool! (:

Oh wells.
Shall go rush my Heymath A Math thingy.
And I have so much more homework left ):

Just sit back and tell me I'm a liar

Cherlyn is sick ):

2009-06-23T12:15:00.003+08:00

Just back from the doctor's.
Throat infection.
It hurts so bad ):
My throat is so swollen...

Rae and Joanne kena H1N1.
So sway, both of you!
Haha get well soon! (:

Feel like sleeping.
My head is throbbing so badly.

www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/
Some poll to extend the school holidays.
Just went there and the first thing that caught my eye was..
"School to reopen as scheduled despite H1N1 situation"
WTF.
Oh wells.

Better to go back as per normal than cut short our December hols.
Like SARS in 2003.
LOL.

Oh wells.
I think I'm gonna sleep.

Every step you climb another mountain

SIGHS

2009-06-21T21:40:00.002+08:00

Sorry if I'm lazy to update!
I'm trying my best not to touch the computer >.<
Don't think its working out well.
Tsktsk..

Bbq with family yesterday.
At my uncle's penthouse :D
So awesome.
And ate so much.
Guilty conscience.
LMFAO.
Went home at like 12am.
And slept at 12.30am.
Till 11am this morning.
HAHAHA.
Cannot blame us, we were all so tired >.<

Bowling with Uncle, Auntie and Renee today.
And they kept laughing at me cuz of the way I threw the ball.
Say I got fashion can already.
Don't hit pin also can.
HAHAHAHA.
Damn funny.
Then they ask me to teach Renee to "bowl-with-style".
Hahah, so rubbish.

Oh wells.
Homework still untouched.
Don't think I'll ever get to doing it.
LOL.

Wild Wild Wet tomorrow :D
With Daddy and Cherment.
YAY!
Slacking, here I come! (:

When you just realise

Screw You, Yes YOU! (:

2009-06-18T15:47:00.004+08:00

One week since I last updated.
No pics, I'm sorry.

Life has resumed back to normal.
Boring, in another words.
I'm studying my ass off.
Still one pile of homework which I refused to touch.
Tsktsk.

Thank you Kimberly for that awesome soft-toy-which-cost-you-a-bomb.
Wolf in a sheep's clothing.
And Tristan thought you were trying to refer me to that.
LMFAO.

Whoopee.
Might be going golf next week.
Hope I get to meet some people.
*GRINS CHEEKILY*
Going to WWW also I think.
And probably water skiing at EC Beach.
Mom totally has this thing planned out for Dad in his 2 weeks leave.
Whee.
I'm so overjoyed.

Mood swings.
Can imagine shouting.
"Sorry, I'm growing up!"
Hahahaha.
Screw you.
That would be the perfect excuse for everything :/

STOP SPENDING TIME ON THE COMPUTER.
Hahahahaha.
Too bad.
Can't be fulfilled.
Stupid 16Gb memory card not working.
Tsktsk.
$98 bucks down the drain.
Shall go SanDisc and ask for a refund.
If I can find the receipt.
LOL.

Shall go do some studying.
TTYL.

Sweep the streets I used to roam

I'm Officially 15 (:

2009-06-12T22:49:00.002+08:00

Quoted from Oxford dictionary.
Birthday (Noun)
The day in each year which is the same date as the one on which you were born.

So I'm officially 15.
A brand new year, a brand new start.
God granted my birthday wish.
Dad's home.

To be honest, I don't know if I truly enjoyed today.
Forced smiles have become part of me.
I don't know what I love and what I actually loathe.

I'm so sorry to anyone, if I've offended you in anyway or another.
Just, this week has been rather turbulent for me.
The week of my birthday.
I don't know.
Seriously.
I don't know what I'm saying.
I just need to get this off my chest.

My birthday this year was just an anticipation of something more precious to me.
Something I never cherished really properly before.
Only when something bad really happens, I start to regret it.

Sometimes in life we don't always get what we want.
And I certainly didn't get what I wanted.
I didn't even anticipate it at all, seriously.
It just took me by storm.
And left me stranded.
And I've been doing so much thinking.
But nothing ever comes out right.

And that's the truth.
That's a fact we can never change.
Cherish the people around you.
And you might know what I'm going through right now.

I love my family.
I swear I do.

Thank you everyone for the wonderful presents and well wishes.
And thank you Jason kor especially.
I love The Sims 3!

LOVES <3>

Happy Birthday To Me! (:

2009-06-11T23:46:00.013+08:00

In order of the people who wished me Happy Birthday

1. Zhi Ming (Was kinda unfair cuz I was talking to him online!)
2. Jolene (SMS & MSN-ed!)
3. Natalie (SMS-ed, you biatch!)
4. Michelle (MSN & thank you!)
5. Tathuey (Facebook/MSN/SMS, so eager to wish me!)
6. Rachael (I know I'm so lovable!)
7. Jason Kor (SMS-ed, cya tonight!)
8. Annabella and Fats (SMS-ed together, thank you!)
9. Jomin (SMS-ed love ya too!)
10. Warissara (Facebooked me after seeing my comments, ty!)
11. Joanne Ong (Facebook, my long lost mate! IMY!)
12. Sarah (SMS-ed, thank you!)
13. Nicole (SMS-ed, sorry we can't play the medley!)
14. Auntie Angie (SMS-ed, nope no goose pimples!)
15. Tr Josephine (Phone call haha!)
16. Cherment (LOL, you were supposed to stay up to wish me first!)
17. Shen Shen (MSN-ed and asked me out for lunch!)
18. Xiao Nan (MSN-ed, tyvm!)
19. Shirley (SMS-ed, thank you loads love!)
20. Xiwen (SMS-ed, thank you hun! Have a great day too!)
21. Xavier (MSN-ed, tyvm!)
22. Jamin (MSN-ed, thanks alot!)
23. Carissa (MSN-ed, you missed 0000! Nvm I still love ya!)
24. Vanessa (SMS-ed, still have to do chinese project!)
25. Renee (MSN-ed, thanks cousin!)
26. Shu Shu (MSN-ed, thankies!)
27. Jodie (MSN-ed, tyvm!)
28. Tracy (MSN-ed, GAY GAY LIN!)
29. Linhui (SMS-ed, thank you Thursday after school bestie!)
32. Lishan (Facebook, my ultra superduper stuff with you?!)
33. Jiaxin (Facebook, eh I never pon lol! Got reason leh!)
31. Kimberly F (SMS-ed, late late lateeee!)
31. Sophia (SMS-ed, tyvm!)
32. Jasmine (Facebook, tyvm!)
33. JS (Tagboard, OMG shackle the sun for me haha!)

Okay, I'm sorry if I left any of you out!
Tell me if I did okay!
Hahahaha (:

People who wished me an early Happy Birthday
1. Alden (You insisted!)
2. Jamin (You didn't reply me after I said thank you!)
3. Hessa (Aww, thankies!)
4. JS (You were counting on my tagboard..)
5. Lishan (You asked me to pretend it was 12 midnight!)

12.10am

I'm lazy to stay awake already (:
Haha shall update when I wake up (:
LOVE YA.
And Happy Birthday to me!!! :D

Celebrate Good Times Come On'

2009-06-11T22:27:00.002+08:00

City Hall was good (:
Had so much fun.
At least it took my mind from wandering away.

Movie at Marina Square.
Hannah Montana.
Though at first it was kinda lame.
But then the lead actor was soooooo CUTEEEE!
And I was laughing like some mad cow during all the advertisments.
Wonders what's the name of that guy.
He totally has this cowboy smile.
SOOOO CUTEEEEE!

After the movie..
Still screaming about that cute guy.
Then Jolene said that she had a cramp.
And then Tat and her went to "somewhere"
And Fel went to IDK where.
And then Emmy and I went to the toilet.
And then to look for Rae.
And then to take photos around Marina Square.

And then to Esplanade.
To wait for them for their "planned surprise"
Hahaha.
And I was just playing along.
Then all of a sudden..
*CHORUS OF HAPPY BIRTHDAY*
And then stares of other people.
I think we were interrupting their ROMANTIC time at the Singapore River.
And then there were carrying this cake they bought.
And they borrowed a lighter from some smoker to light the candles.

OMG, overall it was a great time spent with you people.
Was an awesome birthday parteh.
Except for the cake throwing part.
Where Fel first started smudging this piece of cake on me! ):
And my tube top and skirt and shoes all kena cuz they were all smudging cake on me.
HAHAHAH!
Thank you all for the great time! (:

Thank you to Tathuey.
For organising the whole thing.
And for the wonderful "surprise".
Which I was kinda just playing along cuz I didn't wanna be a spoiler.
And thank you for your pink wrapper present (:

Thank you Jolene.
For the wonderful present.
And the wonderful time.
And for the wonderful "acting"

Thank you Emmerlyn.
For the cake and stuff :D
And the present too!

Thank you Felicia.
For everything tonight.
And for screaming at the cute guy in Hannah Montana.
HAHAHA!

And thank you to Rachael.
For just being there talking to me (:
And for the lovely present wihich I haven't opened yet.
HAHAHA! (:

Oh wells.
Starts clearing my inbox :D
HAHAHA!

16 more minutes to be exact!
To my 15th! :D

TTYL!<3

One More Till 15th

2009-06-11T10:46:00.003+08:00

One more day till 15.
It's not the same without you.

IMYD.
Really loads.
Hope there aren't any more cock-ups there.
Please please come home soon.
Before I turn 15.

OMG.
I'm crying.
For what.
A phone call.
STOP CRYING YOU IDIOT.

Pussycat Dolls - I Hate This Part.
Co-incidence?
I think not.

IMYD.

10.37am

Can't study properly now.
At a loss.
No phone call yet.
Keeping my fingers crossed.
Screw you math.
And double screw you Trig.

RING, MY PHONE.
Call me.
Come home.
NOW.

Wasting my breath.
Wasting my time.

Thank you Alden.
For the early birthday greeting.
Cheered me up (:
And for insisting that earlier is better.

Alden says:
haiix if only life was more colourful
life is full of circles

★Cherlyn Kaylie 1 more day to my birthday, O-K-L-A-H-O-M-A, okay! (: says:
haha colour the circles

Alden says:
no

★Cherlyn Kaylie 1 more day to my birthday, O-K-L-A-H-O-M-A, okay! (: says:
:D

Alden says:
it's big and round on the outside but empty in the inside

★Cherlyn Kaylie 1 more day to my birthday, O-K-L-A-H-O-M-A, okay! (: says:
yeah. that's why I'm gonna buy you colour pencils to colour it

LOL (:

Meeting Tathuey, Felicia, Emmerlyn, Jolene and Rachael at City Hall later.
Celebrating my birthday.

I have this feeling that some people will forget that it's my birthday tomorrow.
Mom gave me 50bucks.
Thankyoutruckloads.

WHY IS TIME PASSING SO SLOWLY?

1055am

Still no phone call.

And I have to let go of the pain let love rain down on me

MEP Camp 2009

2009-06-05T18:49:00.008+08:00

MEP is so freaggin awesome I swear (:
I love MEP CAMP' 09!
And especially my group.
And our facilitators too!
Sorry I can't remember your names.
Only that there are three gay teachers.
LOL.

You're so gonna love this video.
Especially with me in it.
Okay, admit that I look LOL in there.
But at least I've got cheers and stuff (:
Hahahaha!
I look so outstanding in my green uniform (:
Forward to 0:20 if you wanna see me :D
And the screams for me!
Hahahaha!

Oh wells.
Seriously MEP camp rocks.
I wished it were longer.
Rawr.
And appearently some ACSI guy knows my name but I don't even know his.
How nice of me righty? (:
Tsk tsk.
And I realised that Gayer (Facilitator from ACSI) hasn't really finished reading my palm.
LOL!

Oh wells.
Overall I've learnt one thing.
That is how to spell Oklahoma.
HAHAHAHAHA!

Cherment's back from camp.
He looks tired >.<
At least he doesn't have a sunburn!
Tsk tsk!

1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you I love you

MEP Camp 2009

2009-06-04T17:45:00.002+08:00

Day one.
Was quite fun.
Except that we were labelled as people in GREEN.

Tsk tsk.
Seriously.
But I guess it's alrighty..
Because we are afterall the hosting school (:

Icebreakers in the morning.
Stupid squirrel and tree game.
And all the TKGirls had to be the squirrel.
And till the end, leaving me, Vanessa and Ratana.
And 3 other RGS girls.
And our school was like cheering us on.
So enthusiastic la! (:
Scrapped my knee cuz I slid on the ground.
Tsk tsk.

Intro after that.
Some Oklahoma thingy.
And we learnt about the history of Oklahoma.
LOL.

And then Singing in Beethoven.
Got into Soprano.
The song was awesome.
And all the guys got into Tenor and Bass.
ROFLMFAO.

And then lunch.
Which was seriously terrible.
The vegetable was horribly salty.
But the curry was not bad, haha.

Then Dance at the studio.
Damn cool seriously.
But the steps are abit retardiculous.
Who still dances like that in a hiphop era?

Went to Vivaldi half an hour earlier.
And we refused to sit on the floor because that's where the band practices.
And then the whole floor was filled with dried saliva.
HAHAHAHA.
And then talked to our teacher-in-charge of our group.
He was like reading my palm.
Talked some rubbish at first.
But then it got more interesting.
And idk why, he knew I was a Gemini ;D
Tsk tsk, seriously.

And then was Drama.
Was quite funny cuz we had to introduce ourselves.
With actions.
And I made everybody curtsy.
So funny to see the guys with their pants and trying to curtsy.

Oh wells.
Day went kinda well.
Idk why am I still feeling something bad's gonna happen.
Since PTC is wayyy over..

Cherment's still in camp.
Day two without you brother.
Life seriously rocks to the highest extent (:
But the bad thing is that there's no one to talk to..
T.T

8 days to my birthday.
Get the hint?

How do we say our goodbyes do we laugh or cry

TPC Mid Years

2009-06-03T21:12:00.001+08:00

I guess MTP wasn't so scary after all.
Had band first.
And was worrying the whole day about what the teachers will say of me.

And to cut the long story short.
Thank you Mrs Loy, Mrs Foo and Mdm Tan.
Who were all so upset to see me so upset.
The words of comfort meant so much to me.
Seriously.

Thank you all so much.
And thank God for answering my prayers.

Cherment's gone for camp.
No one to talk to tonight ):
Aww, have fun lil brother :D

Even heroes have the right to bleed

How Amusing

2009-06-02T09:39:00.002+08:00

Dad is seriously such a country bumpkin.
Just called me to ask if the EZ link card could be used to take the bus.
Cuz he thought it was only for the MRT.
Too used to having his own car.
He just sent his car for servicing that's why he's car-less.

So funny.
Just thought I'd let you know (:
I'm so bored at home.
T.T

Tuition later at 5.30pm.
Sian la.

And I wanna believe you when you tell me that it would be okay

Damned.

2009-06-01T15:27:00.002+08:00

At Marine Parade library right now.

With clique, except for Jane, cuz she's not feeling well.

Why do I always have this feeling that when we all go out as a group, nothing will be accomplished?

Damnation, seriously.

We were suposed to do our biology project.

And its like 3.30pm now.

Not even one box completed.

WTF.

Seriously.

Am freaggin pissed :/

But who cares?

Nah, no one.

Deep inside immense hurt running through my blood

Cherlyn's A Big Fool

2009-05-29T17:50:00.002+08:00

I can't believe it.
I quarreled with her.
I can't believe she's changed so much.
After just a few years.

Why?
I called her.
It was supposed to be a nice conversation.
But everything went wrong.

Cherlyn the fool.
I can't believe I trusted her so easily.
Once again I've proved myself wrong.
I should really trust my first instincts.
I didn't have a good impression of her at first.

I'm so stupid, I swear.
I will never ever trust anyone so easily again.

And no.
It's not anyone who reads this blog.
She doesn't even know I have a blog.
And that's even better.
I can keep all my hate here.

I wished I were smarter.
But if everyone wished that they were smarter and they got their wish.
The world will never be the same again.

Just updated my template.
Click on the first navigation "♥ cherlyn" and scroll down.
You'll see a biography there.
How awesome.
And for caution.
Don't judge me from the way you read it.
Because you FUCKING DON'T KNOW ME.

And I doubt anyone does.

The seven things I hate about you.

School's Out

2009-05-29T15:29:00.002+08:00

Term 2 has officially ended.
But somehow, I don't feel so good about it at all.
Maybe because of meet-the-parents.
I just have this feeling that I'm reaching the end already.

I don't know.
I just don't have a good feeling of meet-the-parents.
Because you have no idea what the teachers will tell the parents.
I must have done something wrong..
And now it's karma.
Died >.<

So had to clear all our stuff today.
And I dumped my whole box into the band office.
There's band tomorrow anyways [:

And we just spent our time cam-whoring.
And unfortunately, I forgot to charge my camera battery.
Tsktsk.

So I have been feeling down for these past few days.
Partially because of my results.
And partially because of this friend of mine.
I'm so tired of being nice to you.
I just think that you've changed so much.
And your attitude changes with different people.
I just don't think I know you anymore.
It was such a short time together.
But you've changed.
And maybe I did too.

There's no point in having too many friends.
Because in the end, you won't know who to trust the most.
And I don't even trust myself anymore.

I don't feel welcome anymore

Truly, Madly, Deeply

2009-05-28T21:15:00.002+08:00

School was a slacker today :/
Sick bay during chinese with Jong, Jane and Xae-rl.
So funny, and Xae-rl slept on the wheelchair.
>.<
Was my worst sleep ever.
Cuz I was like leaning on the metal cupboard.
LOL.

And the rest of the day just went on.

MEP in Vivaldi.
And we were watching about Chopin's life.
OMG, the actor who played Chopin was sooooo HOTTTTT!
And me and Vanessa was screaming NOOOOO when he kissed that evil woman.
HAHAHA.

Mom's angry at me, I think.
Oh wells.
Meet the parents next Wed.
Wonder how?..

That's what you get when you let your heart win

It's What You Did

2009-05-27T21:30:00.002+08:00

I just broke my own record.
4 F9's in a term.
WOW.
Truly, I'm amazed at myself.

Told mom about failing A Math.
But she was okay with it.
I explained it to her.
And she was like, I know you're very disappointed with yourself.
And the best thing was that she wasn't disappointed.
Thank God.

Oh, and thank you JS.
For cheering me up (:
For telling me that even if we fail, we should be proud of it.
Because not everyone can fail.
Cuz most people pass.
Okay, I know it doesn't make sense.
But it made me laugh.
Now my brother is thinking that I'm some mad person laughing at the com screen.

Oh and to Carissa.
Sorry, I didn't really mean it when I told you to STFU on my post yesterday.
I just said it was dedicated to you.
And thank you for cheering me up too.

To Nat too.
If I dedicated it to one of you, I'll have to dedicate it to the other.
HAHA.

Because BOTH of you are my besties.
And I love both of you so much.
Thank you for cheering me up, even though you're not doing as well as you expected.
I love the pats and the comfort words.
And the hugs and tears and everything.
Though my tears gave me a really bad headache today.
I just cried my eyes out.
Oh wells.
Lesson learnt.
At least Mom's not mad at me.
Not yet, I guess.

Cuz somewhere we went wrong we were once so strong

I Can't Help Myself

2009-05-26T16:21:00.002+08:00

Got up on the wrong side of life today, yeah
Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't work cuz its out of range
Looks like its just one of those kind of days
You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
No you can't but you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out, no
Today is like I'm under a heavy cloud

And I feel so alive
I can't help myself
Don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and run away
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and run away, yeah

So-so's how I'm doing if you're wondering
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning
Stay there, come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know life can be such a bitch

And I feel so alive
I can't help myself
Don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and run away
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and run away, yeah

Runaway, runaway
Run away, run run away

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and run away
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and run away, yeah

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and run away
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and run away, yeah

Sometimes I wished I could just run away.
If only life were so easy.
If this song were a literature text, I think I'll score full marks.
For just interpreting it with facts.

It's supposed to be a happy song
But idk why, it just fits my mood right now :/

Thank you, Avril.
You read my mind.
As I promised, this is for Carissa.
Who kept complaining that she needed one mark to get a D7 for Chemistry.
STFU, seriously.
I'm in a worse shape that you are -.-

And thank you too, Homer.
You are really great at mind reading too.
This is for everyone who passed Chemistry.
Not in an any offensive.
I just promised people that I'll put it up :/

And thank you, whoever you are.
You came at the right time.
This is for Chemistry and Chemistry ALONE.
I hate you Chemistry.
Seriously.

I don't know what I should do.
My results end up to be something so awesome that I can't even look at it.
I really don't know if I should give up or something.
And no, don't give me the "I-know-how-you're-feeling" shet.
Because NO ONE knows WTF I bloody go through.
I get a freaking cold war between me and my parents.
And then they start nagging at me about the children of their collegues.

I'M FUCKING NOT LIKE THE OTHERS.
I'M FUCKING NOT THAT SMART.
NOT LIKE YOUR STUPID WHOEVER SHIT.
IF YOU LIKE OTHER PEOPLE'S KIDS SO MUCH THEN WHY THE FUCK DID YOU EVEN HAVE ME.
WHY LET ME SUFFER MORE.

It's not my bloody fault that I'm not so smart.
And I happen to get an F9 every term.
Shouldn't you like get used to it already.
I don't know.
I'm really at a loss.

For the past few years I've been crying myself to sleep.
Because idk how to face you.
And to tell you that I failed at so many things.
After the exams.
I hate the results.
Why the fuck do we even have exams in the first place.

I thought I was numb to the fact of failing.
But I wasn't as strong as I thought.
I just broke down just now in front of so many people.

Maybe its my fault.
Maybe I didn't study hard enough.
Idk and Idc.
I'm skeptical of the future, seriously.

Lexuan asked me what I wanted to be in the future.
And I seriously had no idea.
I don't know.
My parents think that I'm not good at anything.
They think that I'm useless.
Go ahead, think that I'm useless.
I don't care anymore.
And I'm gonna show you what USELESS means.

If everyone could live in their La La Land, I would chose never to come out.
Because we have people singing about their Umbrella in the rain.
In life, there's no such thing as Ever Ever After.
Because Hollywood's Not America.
I Just Wanna Live my life and not care about anything in this screwed up world.
That's What You Get when you aren't the best.

I have absolutely no idea what I'm typing.
But it's just a list of songs that are playing in my music list right now.
If only life could be like songs.
So carefree.
Too bad this is a screwed up world.

I wanna migrate to somewhere.
Far far away.
I'd even change my name.
If it allows me to run away.
I'll never turn back I swear.
Because all I see are bad memories.
Memories that I do want to take with me.

But right now, running away won't solve the problem.
I'll just screw up my teenage life even more.

Screw Chemistry and your stupid electrons.
YAY to E Math which I managed to scrape through this term.
Though not sure if I will pass overall :/
But it's a pass this term.
Screw A Math and your logarithms.
Screw Algebra.
I swear if the world was without algebra, I'll be a much happier girl.

I'm with the skater boy I said see you later boy

Look What Happened To You

2009-05-25T17:02:00.001+08:00

School was usual today.
Checking of SS paper (:
And fortunately for me, I passed SS.
Which goes to show that, I passed combined humanities.
Because Ms Ang said that I did pretty well for lit [:
At leeast I know I passed 4 subjects already.
HAHAHA (:

The showdown today.
Have absolutely no comments on anything.
The only thing I've learnt is that I will not openly discriminate others.
Perhaps I'll try not to bitch much.
Because I'm so tired of the drama.
I'm the viewer, mind you.
It's just the same thing repeated over and over again.
And that's gonna get so boring sooner or later.

I don't know about what others think.
And the best thing is that I don't give an eff.
Oh wells.

Do you hear me talking to you across the water

Let There Be Sims

2009-05-23T16:20:00.001+08:00

OMG, I want the preorder for The Sims 3.
Please please please??
I WANT I WANT I WANT IT.
Daddy please??
Please?
Pretty pretty please with a cherry on top [:

But its like so bloody expensive!
http://thesims3.ea.com.sg/
S$74.90.
RAWR?
I wanttttttttttttttttttttttttt :/

Get Outta My Head

2009-05-23T13:38:00.002+08:00

"Friendship" is a word that is always taken for granted.

Ponyo is freaking stuck in my head.
Mom bought new FBT shorts for me.
She says because she's lazy to wash one everyday.
As usual, its black.
I want the hot pink one..
*hints hints*

Band as usual today.
Was okay, except that I was very tired >.<

I'm officially bored.
Have absolutely no idea what I should do.
And I swear Gramacy is freaking ripping customers off.
The books they sell there are so expensive! 0:

Whatever, I shall go do my theory homework.
Having piano later..

Sometimes the person you want most you are better off without

Dedicated to Car Alexa H

2009-05-22T21:49:00.004+08:00

Okay, I know it looks like shit.
But it's actually a muffin filled with chocolate from Starbucks.

This post is dedicated to my bestie, Carissa Alexa Hwang.
I have no idea what to write for you.
Though I said I have dedicated this post to you.
It's because you dedicated your post to me.
Thank you loads.
I know you love *coughs*.
But I know you love me much more.
Like that chocolate filled muffin.
Or muffin filled with chocolate.
Your heart is filled with love for me.
Okay, I shall stop praising myself.
Oh and thank you for having a secret crush on me.
Which I am sure isn't very secret anymore.
Because I'm posting it here [:

Just in case my other bestie gets jealous..
Natalie Kuran Bale [tries in vain to add all the other Korean husband names here]
This portion is for you too.
I know you love *coughs*.
And yet I know you still love me too.

I am just so lovable aren't I?
LMFAO! (:

And to Emmerlyn, Felicia, Tathuey and Rachael.
I know we aren't in the same class anymore.
But I swear we'll always remain as "THE FIVE" as quoted by Ms Tong (:
And I miss all of you loads and loads.
You have no idea how much.

To Jong and Jane.
I keep saying Jong and Jomin.
When they obviously are the same person.
ILY both loads.
Jane because you are especially SARCASTIC.
And abit sadistic.
And your lovable eyeliner.
Jong because you're just plain funny.
That never fails to cheer me up [:

To Yiyun.
What can I say?
I know Einstein started talking when he was 4 because you told me.
And that was the lamest joke ever to make me laugh.
Other than this really racist joke my brother told me.
And I know we'd both vote for Simon Cowell if we could.
And like OMG, I don't have a short attention span but..
LOOK, A BUTTERFLY! [:

Haha okay whatever.
I think I'm done here.

How I let you go I'll never understand

Hollywood's Not America

2009-05-22T19:29:00.002+08:00

I can't believe that people are still harping over the fact that Kris won AI.
So what?
Damn tired of the Krisallenation and Glamberts.
I still support Simon Cowell.
LMFAO.

School was sucky.
Period.
Had our results for Chinese early this morning.
And I failed comprehension very very badly.
Oh wells.
And counting here and there, I thought I failed chinese by 0.25 marks.
And was crying and begging Mrs Ang to give me 0.5 marks.
In the end she looked over my paper again..
And she gave me one whole mark!
Even more than I bargained.
So XIE XIE NI, LAO SHI! [:

English at the hall.
I think everyone was very angry cuz the english paper was crap.
And people even got single digit scores.
Failed by 0.5 marks and was damn depressed.
Thought that I wouldn't do well for EL.
But then summary, compo and formal letter came and pulled me up.
YAY.
So I got a B4 in the end, not really what I've expected..
But I should thank God for passing that well when everybody didn't :/

Then A Math results.
Was fucking horrible.
Mdm Tan bluff me!
She said that I got a higher 30+, and that made me so happy for awhile.
In the end I got 34.5 :/
What higher?
It's lower lol.
So I officially failed A Math with an F9.
My first F9 of the term.
Fucktard.

And then MEP.
Got back my music writing, paper and performing.
Haha, didn't expect to do well for the paper, but oh wells.
Got my B3, so yeah.
But I think my overall for MEP is B4 or something.
Arrgh.
There goes my L1R5.
Which I think will totally go higher than last term.
No comments.

Politics hasn't really been solved.
And I think it's gonna get worse everyday.
I shall keep myself out of this.
I shall stop bitching.
And I don't care if the school's whatever IT people are very good in computers.
Because you don't know our side of the story.
Period.

This is the mother waiting by the phone praying for her son

It's Not Supposed To Be This Way

2009-05-20T21:16:00.002+08:00

I don't know why.
Why are you so defiant of your actions?
I can't be bothered about you anymore.
I've got my own issues to deal with.

It ends tonight

This Ain't Pretty

2009-05-19T15:35:00.002+08:00

DO NOT READ THIS
IF YOU HATE VULGARITIES
Especially if you know my mom.

Stoned mood right now.
I totally have no comments on how sucky life can get.

First thing this morning for Bio.
Mrs Sim looked and sounded so disappointed.
And she kept saying that she hasn't taught us anything for the past 8 weeks.
We must have done very very badly.
And I must have done really really infinity times worse.

Second was English, after recess.
To my utmost dismay, only 10 or 11 people passed English Comprehension.
And I wasn't one of them.
I WASN'T ONE OF THEM.
How could this happen?
I've never failed ANY component of English before.
And that Pakeha was still bloody ranting about how "it was bad throughout this cohort"
And "this is a challenging paper, because Cambridge... BLAH BLAH BLAH"
Like who in fuck's name set the fucking paper then?
FUCKTARD.
I got 12/25.
I failed, by half a mark.
BY A FUCKING HALF MARK.

The A Math last period.
Mdm Tan was also very disappointed.
"I am very disappointed with your CA this term" tells me so.
Again only 9 people passed.
Out of 37 people only?
That's like lesser than a quarter or my class.
And we have people who get zero's.
I'm not saying Yiyun okay.
I mean the whole cohort.

There's also been word going around that 60% the cohort failed Chemistry.
And I'm willing to bet that I'm one person of the 60%.

I just feel like shouting: FUCK YOU, ALL OF YOU.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

This is the reason why I hate bloody hate examinations.
All the fucked up results and meet the parents.
In which will totally ruin my whole June holidays.
During when I'll be forced to study every fucking thing I have ever learnt.
Every fucking thing in my 15 years of fucking fuck fuck life.

I feel so bloody demoralised.
I keep telling myself that if I study, I'll get better results the next time.
BUT IT DOESN'T SEEM TO WORK FUCK.
I'm better off without studying at all.
I'm fucking better off this way.

I'm sick and tired of standing and listening to my parents scold me.
I know it's for my own good.
But what good is scolding me EVERY fucking term?
I always get scolded EVERY TERM.
Without fail.
It doesn't change anything at all.
Really it doesn't.
I don't know if I should just give up or something.
I don't have the willpower to continue on like that.
With failures like this, I have absolutely no idea what will happen in the future.

I'll just let my tears flow.
Keep my disappointments to myself.

And class politics is getting nowhere.
I realised that's all we talk about.
Her and her bitchy actions.
Is that all we can talk about?
It's not in my nature to bitch.
I don't know.
I'm changing.
My feelings are changing.
And everything's falling apart.
I can't find the pieces to fix it.
And even if I do, there will always be fractures.

Gotta pick myself up where do I start

Geog Water Project

2009-05-18T21:56:00.002+08:00

RAWR.
I wished I had FIVE wishes.

WISH 1: FINISH GEOG WATER PROJECT
WISH 2: WORLD PEACE
WISH 3: NO MORE FINANCIAL DOWNTURN
WISH 4: MORE MONEY
WISH 5: FOREVER21 SPREE

AHHHHHH.
I'm stressed by the water project.
But I'm still blogging.
How could I?
RAWR.
Waiting and waiting.
But no one's coming online >.<
Just let me cry la.
AHH.

DIE LA.
IF I CAN'T FINISH DOING THIS PROJECT.
I WON'T BE ABLE TO SLEEP.
>.<
THERE GOES MY BEAUTY SLEEP.
AND MORE EYE BAGS.
DARK EYES RINGS.
RAWR.

Just As I Thought

2009-05-18T16:00:00.002+08:00

School as usual today.
Chemistry 1st period, learning about the mole.
And Mrs Foo telling Yiyun that she wasn't not the last in class.
Made me feel damn scared cuz my chemistry sucked and still suck balls.
So I still think that I'm last in class for Chemistry.

DO NOT READ THIS
IF YOUR MIND IS STILL INNOCENT.
Which I doubt is at all, really.

Talks, talks and more talks all the way after that.
Sex education first.
Had this crazy woman who asked us to guess if she was HIV positive or not.
Like who will be so open about being HIV positive?
Where's the shame man?
And I seriously thought that she was indeed HIV positive.
Like why on Venus would she make us guess then?
Oh wells and then they showed us videos on STI's and disgusting images that hurts our eyes and corrupts our purely innocent minds *coughs*
OMG and I finally got to see how a condom looks like.
And I think it looks disgusting :/
And then there was this video on a couple getting a lil bit intimate.
And NO, they didn't show them doing the love scene or I think I'll just cry.
And then there was this questionaire that asked us if casual sex was okay with steadys.
I mean like WTF?
You not scared then just do la.
You scared then ABSTAIN FROM SEX la.
I can't help but laugh when people got all horny.
The crazy woman was seriously sexually educated.

DO NOT READ THIS
IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH
PERIODS & PADS/TAMPONS.
Especially if you're a guy.

Then 98.7FM deejays Roz and Soo had a talked co-joined by Kotex.
The pad brand, yes.
And they gave out free pads!
How nice, considering the fact that I don't even use Kotex.
And Fizah was just saying that it was a right time to give out free pads.
Because she was having her period, LMFAO!
Oh wells.
And then the woman asked us if we knew what a tampon is.
Its a miniature dick la.
I mean, not to be mean or something.
Not to be sexist too.
I was just laughing when that woman asked us that.
And Nat was like laughing too.
OMG, what kind of question was that?
If you're a girl, shouldn't you know what a tampon is?
Do you lose your virginity if you wear a tampon?
NO, even though it acts like a miniature dick, I doubt you'll lose your virginity.
Can you tell if a girl is still a virgin by the way she walks?
WTF, wouldn't the world be full of people who walked funny?!

I AM NOT TRYING TO GET HORNY HERE.
This was never my intention.
I'm just stating a fact that life can be so stupid sometimes.
People can ask the stupidest questions.
And other people can give the stupidest answers.
LMFAO.

And then was this talk by TJC.
I think it was meant for the sec 4's but we had to sit in too.
At least it was better than suffering in lessons.
And we were like playing bridge at the back.

And then, while we were going down the steps to the ground floor..
Fizah started grabbing my hand really hard.
And SCREAMED.
Which totally caused me to scream too cuz I had no idea why she was screaming.
And then..
THE FROG.
WTF?
And Jane was like "There's a fucking frog there!!!"
HAHAHAHAHA.
OMG, totally love the bimbo moments.
Stood there stunned for awhile and still screaming.
So embarassed man!
Thanks to Fizah.
LMFAO.

DO NOT READ THIS
IF YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO
WITH MY CLASS POLITICS.
Especially if you hate politics.

And then to SingPost in the rain for KFC.
And then we were blog hopping.
OMG, I can't believe that she'll do that la.
Our class politics are reserved for our class only.
And not for other people to intervene.
WTF, and she goes to tell the whole world that people hate her.
It's her fault.
She doesn't know how to treasure friends.
And I thought she was nice.
I was freaking wrong man.
I hate it when there's two sides to a person.
Its like a mirror of the person.
You know the one starring at the mirror.
But you don't know the one you're starring at in the mirror.
Who the feck do you think you are?
Some princess?
Nobody likes fakes.
And you are certainly one.
And I don't even bother talking to you anymore.
Because I can't even look at you.
I don't wanna think of what you'll do if you knew any of my secrets or whatever.
Judging the way you treat your friends.
If you don't know what friends are for, then you don't deserve to have any.
And don't blame us if everybody hates you now.
It's your own fault.
And I can't help you in any way now.

When a heart breaks no it don't break even

E learning sucks (II)

2009-05-15T15:45:00.002+08:00

So here I am in Tampines library with Carissa.
And I'm not completely done with A Math.
WTF, they expect us to do something that we weren't even taught?
What the fish?
And poor Tracy was trying to teach me Greek on MSN.
And drawing stuff that looks like Japanese.
Oh well, I think no one is bothered to do A Math la.
But its like bloody 5% la.
WTF.
I freaking hate E learning and the person who implemented it.

Okay so now Car's blogging too.
And suddenly I realised that we came here to do our Geog project.
But we're kinda rushing through A Math.
Like WTF?
RAWR.

DAMN A MATHE AND E LEARNING.
I don't think anyone even bothered to redo the paper at all.
WTF :/
Die die die.

And this freaking guy who's sitting at the table and he's freaking staring at us.
WTF is his problem?
You've got a nice, comfortable chair to sit while we're suffering in this smelly corner.
And we're kinda using the power plug at this corner.
Teehee.
Died.
Gosh. Idk if I'm gonna continue doing the A Math or not.
Gee.

Sometimes I wished I could save you

I HATE E LEARNING

2009-05-15T09:16:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was sucky.
I had cramps.
Had to go home halfway.
WTF.
Of all days.
And thank you Rachael, Emmy, Fel and Tatty.
I know you all know how pain my cramps can get :D
Hehehe.
I swear I'll date all of you out soon again [:
ILY all loads (:

I BLOODY FCUKING HATE E LEARNING.
Why is there even such a thing.
Curse that person who implemented e learning.
And stupid math is all about Trignometry.
WTF?
RAWR.
I'll blog again soon.
When I'm freaking done with this e learning :/

PEACE ON YOU, YOU SON-OF-A-BITCH.

I NEED A DATE OUT

2009-05-14T11:37:00.002+08:00

Okay so I'm currently at home.
Slacking my bloody ass off.
Woke up damn early this morning cuz my mom asked me to lock the doors.
She's freaking freaked out that she left the key outside our house for 1+ hours yesterday.
Like anyone wanna steal our house keys.
Nothing to steal in our house la.
I mean if you have to steal from my house, just DON'T STEAL MY MIRRORS.
And all my soft toys.
And my laptop.
And my necklaces/bracelets/anklets/clothes.
JUST DON'T STEAL ANYTHING OF MINE.
Okay.
Why am I talking about this.
Rawr.

OMG died, I totally have this urge to go F21 spree.
HOWHOWHOW?
I need Nat's help.
Since I do not own a posb card.
I just own a paypal.
Hmmmmmm.
I CANNOT STAND IT.
I WANNA GO F21 SPREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I neeeed new clothes.
And books.

You're so gay by Katy Perry is cool.
YOU'RE SO GAY AND YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE BOYS.
Perfectly describes my brother.
You're so sad maybe you should buy a Happy Meal.
Perfectly describes how Car's feeling.
Hahahaha no offense la.

Meeting Rae, Emmy, Fel and Tatty later.
Dunno where, dunno what.
I'll have pictures, I think.

Rules:
1. Put your iTunes or Media Player or etc on "Shuffle" mode.
2.For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THE SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Tag others (consider yourself tagged if you're reading this)

Are you male or female?
You And I Both - Jason Mraz
[OMG, I'm both?!]

Describe yourself.?
I Don't Wanna Be In Love (The Dance Floor Anthem) - Good Charlotte
[I DON'T WANNA BE IN LOVE I DON'T WANNA BE IN LOVE]

What do people feel when they're around you??
Identified - Vanessa Hudgens
[They identify me?]

Where would you like to be now?
Should Have Said No - Taylor Swift
[No I wouldn't like to be in that state]

How do you feel about love??
I Want It All - HSM3
[Yeah I want all the love in the world]

What's your life like??
Your Love Is Just A Lie - Simple Plan
[Yeah love is an overrated word]

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Womanizer - Britney Spears
[A Womanizer?! NOOOOO!]

Say something wise.?
Don't Speak Liar - We The Kings
[Yeah stop lying]

If someone say "is this okay" you say,?
Start All Over - Miley Cyrus
[No it isn't duh? I wan't you to start all over again!]

How would you describe yourself??
Love Games - Lady GaGa
[Yeah I like playing love games]

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Perfect - Simple Plan
[One word: PERFECTION]

How do you feel today?
Falling Away - Jupiter Rising
[I'm feeling like I'm falling away]

What is your life's purpose?
That's What You Get - Paramore
[That's what you get when you let your heart win]

What is your motto?
Love Story - Taylor Swift
[I believe that Romeo will come soon]

What do your friends think of you??
Bowling Ball - Superchick
[HAHAHA! You need that boy like a bowling ball drop on you head]

What do you think of your parents?
Forever & Always - Taylor Swift
[Yep they'll always be my parents no matter what]

What do you think about very often?
Boys & Girls - Good Charlotte
[Why there are boys and girls]

What is 2+2?
Nobody's Home - Avril Lavigne
[Stop asking, no one's home]

What do you think of your best friend ?
Pictures Of You - The Last Goonight
[Haha yeah I have many pictures]

What is your life's story?
Ever Ever After - Carrie Underwood
[Story book endings, fairy tales coming true. It's a fantasy.]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
4Ever - The Veronicas
[I wanna be young 4Ever!]

What will you dance to at your wedding??
One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks
[Yeah I'll dance, one step at a time]

What will they play at your funeral?
Disturbia - Rihanna
[Hope my funeral won't be on Friday the 13th, or else this song will disturb you forever]

What is your hobby/interest??
How Do You Sleep - Jesse McCartney
[I like to sleep!]

What is your biggest fear?
Gone - Kelly Clarkson
[Everything will be gone one day]

What is your biggest secret?
Bottle Pop - Pussycat Dolls
[If you wanna know it, pop the bottle]

What do you think of your friends?
Rehab - Rihanna
[They need to go to rehab. HAHAHA!]

What do you think of your boy/girlfriend?
Na Na - Superchick
[Your superhero name is Mr Right]

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

These Four Walls

2009-05-13T17:17:00.002+08:00

So no school today.
But I still went back to school for our Geog project thingy.
Took bus to wait for Car at her bus stop.
When she was actually supposed to wait for me.
Punctuality is totally not one of her virtues.
Then took bus to TM and had breakfast in Mac's.
Andt then this aircon leaked water onto her pancakes.
And then I had to go get another one for her.
After that we went to TAampine library to search for micro films.
So awesome la, and then we were printing about the Marina Barrage..
And then there was this very important article which we didn't manage to print out.
Cuz the stupid machine broke down.
RAWR.

Oh wells met Natalie at SingPost Mac's.
And I had Mac's for the 2nd time.
For breakfast and now lunch.
RAWR.
Hahahahahaha.
Oh wells anyways, then to school.
And then we did our project.
I think our project is gonna be great la!

Oh wells.
I'm tired.
IDK how many times I yawned typing this.
Haha.
Alrights, no school tomorrow too anyways.
So I'll probably blog haha.

You are the reason that I still believe

POST-EXAM STRESS: THE RESULTS

2009-05-12T17:14:00.002+08:00

ZOMG, it's the end of the freaking MYE's!
YESSSSS!
Okay, so there are still the dreaded results coming out.
Like WTF?

So here's a list that I'm predicting that I'll fail.
Chemistry [Always.]
A Math [Because appearently they asked us to redo the A Math paper.]
The whole cohort must have done freaking badly.
And everyone is cursing the setter of that stupid paper.
And I think that's all.
I have this feeling that I'm not gonna do well for English.
IDK why, I think it's because of my compo.
Die la, I wrote such a ridiculous composition, how to score?
Sighs.
And I don't even know if I will do well for comprehension or not.
RAWR.

Oh wells.
E Math paper ended at 10.30am, but surprising I didn't hear anyone scream.
Haha, now's the post-exam stress.
THE RESULTS.
Die la.
I cannot do badly this term.
I'll just die for meet-the-parents session.
Mrs Loy is gonna talk about my results.
And then they'll just kill me.
I'm gonna have a very bad birthday.

What can I do?
They say that I have a freaking tutor and yet I still can't do.
Feel so freaking useless when they say that.
I mean not everyone can do math right.
So I am someone who CAN'T do math.
How leh?
Die already la.
DIE DIE DIE.
Post-exam stress.

Went to Plaza Sing with Jong, Jane and Car.
Ate at Mos Burger and then walked around to borders.
And then we started reading the books in there.
Sian la, then we went to starbucks to talk.

Idk why I still can't relax right now.
POST-EXAM STRESS LA!

Let's have some fun this beat is sick

One More To Suffer

2009-05-11T15:22:00.002+08:00

Whoo, it's finally down to my last paper tomorrow.
E Math.
Though I'm kinda dreading it, I just wanna get over and done with.
Cuz I bloody hate Trigonometry.
RAWR.

I did nothing for the past three days except to do math.
Math tuition.
And more math.
WTF?
Life sucks man.
Cn't wait for tomorrow to be over.
Then I can PARTEH!
Whoo!

I swear my brother's getting more and more immature everyday.
So freaking irritating la.
RAWR.
Classical music helps me to calm my nerves.
I think I'm driving everyone mad over my classical music madness already hahaha.
But seriously, it helps loads.
Especially if you listen to Pachelbel's Canon in D.
Hahahahaha.
Go try la.
I shall go practice piano.

Sorry but I've gotta be strong and leave you behind

Literature MYE!

2009-05-08T15:45:00.002+08:00

Met Car at Pasir Ris this morning.
She was like 15min late.
Like whatever.
And everyone was like staring at us on the MRT thinking that we pon school.
LOL.

Reached Paya Lebar and met Yiyun, Sinthiya and Noran.
Haha, by coincidence..
And then Yiyun was like: "Carr.. Cher...!"
And she ran from the shelter, only to scream and say," It's raining!"
WHATEVER YIYUN YOU BIMBO.
Then went Parkway Mac's to have breakfast.
Haha.
Was like awesome, I did last minute studying..

Then went to school for Lit paper at 11.30am.
I have a feeling that I'm gonna do the best I've ever done for Lit!
I feel so accomplished.
I knew Atticus would come out and I studied so much about him.
WHOO!
Effort paid off.
But its not a good thing to spot questions.
I shall stop spotting questions and study everything next time!
WHEE!

Rewarding myself by eating cookies and cream chocolate now.
Haha, FATS!
Oh wells, shan't care.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I love literature!

When you walked away I count the steps that you take

No Chemistry...

2009-05-07T15:18:00.002+08:00

I seriously think that Chem was rubbish.
LOL.
I wrote rubbish like rather.
Arrgh whatever, if I improve from 25/100, I'm already very very happy.
Haha.

Geog was okay I guess..
But I'm not sure about my answers though.
I didn't really study about Droughts cuz I thought they wouldn't come out.
Arrgh dammit I should have.
And it was an 8 mark question summore.
Diediediedied.
Arrggghhhhh :/

Temperature taking has been reduced to once a day.
Whoo!
Haha.
It's like such a waste of time.

Anyways, Literature tomorrow.
I'm going to Sparknotes to study haha.
The online notes for To Kill A Mockingbird [:

Hopefully I'l do well just in case I don't do very well for SS.
LOVES<3

I think about you all the time you're so addictive

SUCK BALLS MAN

2009-05-06T15:40:00.002+08:00

Now I know why I always hate this time of the year.
MYE's suck ballz.
Arrgh.

A Math today.
I told myself that I wasn't gonna struggle with Logarithms.
But I ended up struggling.
I cried during the last half an hour of the paper.
And all the time I was screaming at myself.
F YOU CHERLYN.
You stupid idiot.
You bloody have tuition and you still don't know?
Shame on you.

Biology today.
"Haha vein"; no such thing, but I made it up as one of my answers :/
Mrs Sim's so gonna kill me.
And Mrs Loy kept coming over to my place and flipping my answers.
So stressed!
LOL.

Sometimes I feel so stupid.
Idk why.
I feel so bloody demoralised.
Idk how if I still have to keep up with that.

I'm so stupid, I swear.

Once you have a taste of perfection

HATE x100

2009-05-05T22:12:00.002+08:00

School as per normal today.
Idk why I was so tired.
Just conked on the table after I put down my stuff.
And didn't wake up until Car *poked* me for the National Anthem.
LOL.

Okay so after recess was English.
And time spent with Jong & Co. "revising" for biology.
Nah, we were actually gossiping.
HAHAHA.
So yeah..
Talking about someone..
Made me kinda realize that there are always more than one side to a person.
He/She may be the nicest thing to you right now.
But you'll never know when they will backstab you for their personal gains.
Im not saying that all friends are like that.
But its just that you'll never know.

And Yiyun was saying something like "You want me to vomit out my seaweed chicken?"
And Jane was like "No, I don't wanna see your chyme!"
HAHAHA.
And Pakeha was like starring at us.
SO BIOLOGY LA!
OMGosh, I so love Jane.

A Math was spent cursing and swearing.
I shan't elaborate.

And back home with Car and Kimbo.
False alarm by Car that she doesn't know where her keys went to.
LOL.
It was in her pencil case.

Walking back with Kimbo made me realize that she's the bestest person whom I can confide in.
I mean, no offense to any of my other besties reading this, esp Car/Nat.
I just know Kimbo inside out upside down, that I can just talk to her.
And I finally had my crash course in Chemistry.
WHOO!

Idk if I can do it tomorrow.
A Math and Bio.
I'm afraid I'll just break down in the middle of the paper :/

Totally made a fool of myself during A Math tuition just now.
I just cried.
I'm lost.
In this sea of electrons.
LMFAO.

Sometimes I really feel like tearing out all my hair because I'm fucking tired of life.
But than I realised that I'll be bald.
WTF.
Okay, shan't digress.
I'm sick and tired of trying to achieve good results.

Somewhere we went wrong

Mid Years

2009-04-30T21:20:00.002+08:00

MT Paper 2 today.
Gosh, there was this passage about Obama.
I wonder how I'll fare for chinese.
Hahahaha.

And then we had 2 hours of recess.
And horny Yiyun was like talking about gay porn.
Gosh.
I was so freaked out!
GAHHH.

Then half an hour of E Math.
Trigonometry.
LOL.
Cuz the teachers had to have this emergency meeting for the swine flu thingy.
And they all went to class late.
WHOO.
Playing bridge with Jasmine, Carissa and Denise.
ROFLMFAO.

And Chemistry period was like used for the briefing on the swine flu thingy.
Slack.
Mrs Loy was like "Class comm, your can take out your phones to get the numbers of the people your supposed to call in case of an emergency."
And the whole class took out their handphones.
Damn funny la.

Assembly then..
Some performance that was so horrible.
This woman singing and I couldn't concentrate on studying for MEP.
Oh wells.

Anyways, MEP Music Studies/Writing..
How should I put it?
Idk if I did well or not.
Cuz I had many contrasting answers from other people...
Hmmmmmm...
Oh wells.

And then back home with Felicia, Emmerlyn and Rachael.
I wanted to sleep on the bus.
But this two guys sitting behind us were like playing some soccer game on their psp.
And kept making so much noise.
I couldn't sleep...

Oh wells.
Today was pretty quick.
Feeling really lazy right now.
Labour Day tomorrow.
RAWR.
Studehhhhhh!

Now its too late for you and your white horse to catch me now

I Wished I Were Smarter

2009-04-28T16:13:00.002+08:00

School was typical today.
Triple Sciences periods.
Chemistry is so boring I swear.
I freaking hate Chem..
And Bio was alright.
I still love Mrs Sim loads.

Idk how I'm gonna do for Chemistry this year.
Probably they'll force me to drop to combined sciences.
Maybe la.
Oh wells.

Kena "molested" by Car, Gina and Denise.
Kena bullied like siao la.
They were like touching my legs and I was screaming away.
Hahahaha.
Oh wells.

I'm damn bored.
Supposed to be studying.
But I don't feel like studying.
So Car's right.
She bet that I wouldn't study lol.
HAHAHA.
Yeah la, you're right >.<

A Math tuition later.
Die.
Haven't finish homework yet o.0

You don't have to call I won't pick up the phone

SS & MT Paper 1

2009-04-27T19:40:00.002+08:00

SS MYE's today.
I totally screwed political cartoons.
WTF.
So propagenda [spell?] la.

MT paper 1 too.
I wrote the formal letter.
Rawr.
I'm starting to worry about English though Idk why...
LMFAO.

Had to stay back for A Math remedial.
RAWR.
Sian like siao.
I only attempted like 2 questions.
And the second one I also dunno how to answer.

Oh wells.
I'm so screwed.
MYE's are so screwed :/
WTFOMFGROFLMFAO.

Ahhhhhhhhh.
Life is so screwed.

Well baby I'm a put-on-a-show kinda girl

I Hate Today

2009-04-23T19:47:00.003+08:00

I knew today was gonna be a freaking pissing day for me.
And NO.
Not because of *her*
She didn't come today because of some competition.
And she's not coming tomorrow too.
Thank God.
But she still owes me 2 bucks so yeah.

School was freaking sucky today.
So boring.

MEP was better, cuz we were like bombarding Ms Tong if she was married.
Damn funny.
And then the person I was playing staring games at had so much comments on some stuff..
I was like: "So many comments.."
Just because you lent me a pencil, it doesn't change anything..

After that went home with Emmy, Fel, Rae and Tat.
This group of CCHMS guys were like: "Eh, Chiobu leh!"
And then another was like: "The one in the middle la."
Haha, and that was Emmy!
WAHHHH!
I was laughing like mad.
And went onto the bus laughing.
And it was so bloody crowded.
So we were talking in a loud conversation.
What do you expect, its a whole group of us..
And this woman was like SHHHHH, can your keep quiet?
And then I turned around and stared at her.
I was already quite pissed cuz I was damn tired.
And then there was this guy who wanted to get off the next stop.
And he was like: "Why can't your move to the back?" in this really pissed voice.
And then I totally lost my temper.
"Cuz there is no space what, what is your problem?"
And I remained pissed for the whole journey back.
I don't care if they complain about us.
I freaking don't care.
WTF is their problem?
Don't they talk too?
Don't have big groups of friends?
Too bad.

I am freaking pissed.
If he had asked us nicer instead of giving that irritated voice, I might not have been that pissed.
BUT NO.
He had to irritate a person who's also having a bad day.
TOO BAD SUCKAR.
TOO BAD.

I HATE TODAY.
Yet idk why.

I'm tired.

Now he's a superstar slamming on his guitar

EL MYE

2009-04-22T17:24:00.002+08:00

English MYE's today.
Gahh.
I think I screwed up compo!
I almost wrote the compo about "Hope"
But then I realised that it was a super big topic to write about.
So yeah.

Paper 2 was even more screwed.
Stupid Pakeha vetted such an idiotic paper.
I wonder why is she so obsessed with tribes and nomads?
WTF.

And Yiyun was seriously irritating me to bits and pieces during the exam.
She kept snorting her nose, moving her chair.
Sitting and facing me during the exam.
It was damn distracting la.
And she even took my bottle to drink when I wasn't looking.
RAWR YIYUN!
Hahahaha!

Stayed back for Biology lesson.
Mrs Sim finally wore a longer skirt today :D
Hahaha!
I love Mrs Sim loadssss!

And then for Chemistry remedial.
Yiyun was sitting beside me.
And she was SLEEPING.
And *she* kept turning around and looking at me.
WTF is her problem?
Annabella was like: I H8 CHEMISTRY FOR LIFE.
And Mrs Foo totally saw that note that she wrote on her paper.

Yiyun was like: Maybe "wader" [water] was part of the American slang.
*inside joke*

Back home with Janice Gay and *her*
She totally drove me nuts la.
WTF is her problem?
Everything is about *C*.
GET A LIFE LA.
He doesn't even like you.
WTF is her problem?
RAWR.
Gay was so funny.
And I think she's still obsessed about Elton.
HAHAHA!
Gay rockssss! :D

Oh wells.
School tomorrow sucks.
I wanna fall ill!

Sometimes I'm scared of you

Confessions

2009-04-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

Okay, my left and right ass is hurting.
Come to think of it, MY WHOLE ASS IS HURTING.
Thanks to softball yesterday.
My thigh muscles are aching loads too.
Arrgh.

MEP MYE practical was so screwed.
Nuttorno sucked big time.
There was this part where I totally lost control over my left hand.
I ended up stopping the whole left hand for one bar.
At the same time I was playing with only my right hand.
THAT SUCKS BALLZ MAN!
Sonatina was okay.
I think it should pull up my marks.
I NEED MY A1 FOR MEP!

Confessions back home with Bimbo.
Made me realised that I haven't really been updating myself with her life.
I feel so bad as a friend.
But I kinda guessed it.
Oh wells.
It's just a phase in life.
The way I talk to her is so like the way I confide in *AHEM*
I am not crazy over *AHEM*
I am so not.
I'm not.
I'm not.
I hope I'm not.

What happened to the dream of girl president

I'd Lie

2009-04-20T19:05:00.002+08:00

MEP practical tomorrow.
I'm so screwed!
AHHHHH.

School today was freaking boring.
I hate trigonometry.
Who the heck invented that?
RAWR.
I hope that that person is turning in his grave right now.
Cuz everyone is cursing him like mad.

And I'm really losing my patience this time.
TALK LIKE A LADY LA.
What the heck is your freaking problem?
If you wanna be one of us then act properly.
Nobody likes fakes.
You certainly are one.
PLASTIC.
You are man made.
I freaking hate putting up with you.
You are just testing my patience.
Not that I have much more to spare.
Let's see alright.
I'll show you hell when I blow up at you.

You fool, Cherlyn Kaylie Tay.
You big idiot.
You should be more patient.
BUT I CANNOTTTTTTTT!
Patience isn't one of my virtues.
I'm sorry, I can't be perfect.

I absolutely hate my s-

OMG, SHETZ!
My mom fell off her yoga ball.
TTYL!

It would be a dream come true

If You Only Knew

2009-04-17T18:32:00.003+08:00

I'm seriously getting pissed now.
I keep thinking about how she's acting.
So like a baby.
And trying to act like a bimbo doesn't work.
Cuz appearently people think that she looks more beng than bimbo.
LESSON LEARNT: Do not try to be someone you are not.
You might just end up being a total flop and something else.
STOP IRRITATING ME.
If she keeps this up, I am so gonna blow at her.
I am seriously on the verge of blowing up at her already..

Went to the airport with Natalie and Carissa.
To eat and to study.
First 2 hours were unproductive because we were like eating mash potatoes, shopping and buying more food.
RAWR.
I'm spending way too much on food already!

But after Nat left, Car and I took a skytrain to T2.
And then we went to the viewing gallery.
Haha studied there until some Mats came and started singing a horrible rendition of Avril Lavigne - Knocking On Heaven's Door and Jason Mraz - I'm Yours.

I swear my aunt's so irritating.
One moment and she asks me to help her find songs and the next moment she wants me to help her find the scissors to cut the felt.
SO IRRITATING.

I am so sorry.
I am easily irritated.
RAWR.

I won't hesitate no more

This Ain't Good

2009-04-16T21:04:00.004+08:00

Went to the dentist for my bi-annual teeth checkup.
Dentist told me that I had another hole in one of my tooth.
Thanks to my ultra super sweet tooth, I think...
And guess what?
I THINK SHE PUT GLUE ON MY TOOTH.
It's like white on the last molar or whatever that's called.
This is so gross man!
*ULTRA-SUPER-PISSED*
And I think that it's gonna come out soon.
Gum was bleeding like mad.
IDK what kind of dentist was that woman.
I seriously think that she's an imposter.
RAWR.

And I swear I'm getting super ultra pissed with *her*
If you're smart, you can guess.
No, it ain't the one I'm playing staring games with.
She's irritating me to bits and pieces.
I swear if one day I shall explode on her, she's so gonna get hell.
I hope that day will never ever come.
STOP IRRITATING ME!

I guess this was a hyper pissing day.
I hate people borrowing my mirror.
I shan't bring it to school tomorrow.
Or any other day.

Trigonometry sucks big time.
I missed my 1st Trig lesson because of the stupid dentist.
Dammit!

I hate the new MSN.
It's like so ugly!

Anyways, I have done up my targets for MYE's.
Hopefully I'm gonna do well.
Okay fine, maybe I'll do better for MYE's than 1st term.
I swear I've been spending my time studying seriously, seriously.
Term 1 was too slacky. I swear I'll do better this term.
I am studying my bloody ass off right now.
AND IF I DON'T DO WELL I'M BLOODY GONNA GIVE UP FOR GOOD.
I seem to always say this, but in the end I always end up studying.

MEP practical MYE's next Tuesday.
I swear I'm not ready yet ]:

I swear, I should stop swearing.

I guess that this is where we've come to

Staring Games

2009-04-15T18:58:00.004+08:00

I just love staring games.
Especially when you stare at someone you don't like.
ROFLMFAO.

Oh wells.
Anyways, our favourite counselor is leaving!
No more sexuality talks?
Okay......

No I do not take Economics, to my dear whoever tagging.
Haha, but yes I know what recession means.
And I was just being random when I asked where all the money goes to.
IT GOES INTO MY POCKET, muhahaha.
I am RICH. Like finally!
LOL.

I really shouldn't miss you but I can't let you go

Doesn't Make Sense

2009-04-13T20:58:00.002+08:00

Maybe I haven't been bitching much about other people.
But I think it's high time I do something.

I can't believe that she would do a thing like that.
If she were to honor her word, nothing like that would have happened.
She's ruining her own life as well as life for other people.
That's her problem.
She doesn't know what is the meaning of "friendship".
She totally ruined a blossoming one.
She doesn't have any friends, but that doesn't mean that she could ruin other people's happiness.
She's jealous, I swear.
And I never had anything against her until she said that of me.
What did I even do?
WTFish?

I shan't be bothered about people like this.
I shall pretend that this has never happened.
She shall cease to exist in my world.
In Cherlyn's world.

I shall stop bitching.

Cuz when I'm with him I am thinking of you

Peace Out Now

2009-04-12T18:12:00.005+08:00

IDK WHAT TO DO.
GOD HELP ME.

I can't tell them.
It's like sending myself to hell.
Not that I'll go there anyway.
HELP, anyone?

I feel like crying....
I'm at a loss to what to do.
My mind is currently not at peace.
How?
I can't lie.
I don't dare to.
But at the same time, I don't wanna tell them.

It's like a trip into rehab

Don't Forget

2009-04-11T14:35:00.004+08:00

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burnt
And all the past
It's just a lesson that we've learnt
I won't forget
Please don't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

TGFGF

2009-04-10T13:33:00.002+08:00

Thank God for Good Friday.
Easter Sunday is coming up in 2 days!
Remember when I was young, the kindergarten teachers used to give out Easter baskets with chocolate eggs.
I miss those terribly..
Now school's horrible.
And no one can do a thing about it.
We're all force to go.
And study.
So no life.

Sometimes I really wonder what we do in life.
We are born, go to school, study, get a job, work, work, work, then retire.
What do you do after you retire?
Is it only when one can enjoy life?
Sadly, this is the outcome of the society.
It's a dog-eat-dog world.

In lieu to the financial crisis that the world is facing...
If the whole world is going bankrupt, where in the world did all the money go to?

I don't know what made me type that.
I'm just having one of these moments of mine.
The random thinking moments.
ROFLMFAO.

Oh wells.
Carissa's really driving me crazy over her craziness.
I guess that's why we click so well.
Oh and Natalie, I didn't leave you out..
I love my Carissa and Natalie darling [:

If you only knew

Thursday After School [:

2009-04-09T16:49:00.002+08:00

Today was really slacky.
I guess that they shouldn't have put Sports Day yesterday.
Cuz tomorrow's Good Friday :D
So everyone's in a holiday mood.
Oh wells.

And Sinthiya's my Laughing Sneezing Buddy [LSB].
Cuz she forgot to bring her A Math textbook today and she shared with me.
And both of us were laughing like mad at my seat.
And we were both sick.
She was cursing my voice to get more "sexier".
Cuz my throat was hurting.
Anyways, get well soon, Sinthiya! :D
LOL!

Haha I think Mdm Tan wanted to cry just now cuz no one was paying attention...
Oh wells, sorry Mdm Tan! ]:

Anyways, I'm gonna change my blogskin cuz the current one I'm using is pretty screwed :/
HAHA.

Sit back and tell me that I'm a liar

TKGS Sports Day 2009

2009-04-08T16:53:00.002+08:00

Sports Day today [:
Had lots of fun cam whoring.

Me and Nat were dragged in for novelty event cuz we had missing people.
Car and Laura were like "Must win ah?!"
And then we got the smallest ball.
The ping pong one.
And I ripped my masking tape on the back of my shirt to tape the ping pong ball so that it wouldn't drop.
And Nat was dragging me.
Thought I was gonna fall LOL.
Haha in the end, 3e5 WON the novelty event.
Who's good now?
Hahahahaha!

Cam whore pictures.
I chose the nicer ones haha.
If you wanna cope, take from my facebook [:

3e5 is awesome, like duh?!

STOP STARING AT MY ASS!

The flame of idk what.

MAFIA! o.0

HONK HONK AND CHER CHER [:

Nat and I, i love the skyyyy!

The Ace of Hearts! <3

Mad face!

Cherlyn and Shalyn.
Haha same pronounciation.

Impromptu!
LOL.

Cherlyn and Sarah [:
Taken after Band won the 4x100m dash.

WHOO.
I posted some on Facebook.
You can go and cope if you want [:

You should have said no baby and you might still have me

Hey there Halogens!

2009-04-07T16:06:00.002+08:00

Had 3 periods of Science today.
AHHHHHHHHH.
Mrs Foo said that she got the biggest shock in her life marking our formative test yesterday.
Haha that's what you expect from our class lol!

Bio formative test today.
Was like crap cuz I was doing last minute revision during Chemistry.
Oh wells.
Can't be bothered now.
And at the end of the lesson I was telling Mrs Sim not to get a heart attack when she marks our formative test.
Haha she's a very funny and good teacher.
LOL.

Then at recess I suddenly realised that I forgot to bring my wallet.
WTF.

Oh wells.
Literature and Ms Ang didn't come.
And everyone was slacking, but I was doing her assigned work.
LOL.
So goody two shoes.

And then A Math was spent finishing up my Literature.
LOL.
And Noran and the rest were like so eager to go see David Archuleta.
EEK.
So happens that I'm not a great fan of David Archuleta.
And Jia Xin thought that they were collecting the class tee.
HAHAHAHA!

Sports Day tomorrow.
I swear, I'm gonna wear my light blue FBT's!

Being with you is so dysfunctional

Imperfect

2009-04-06T21:25:00.002+08:00

School as usual today.
Had a chemistry formative test early first period.
Didn't really studied.
Last minute revision.

There's Biology formative test tomorrow.
And the smart me forgot to bring home all my notes.
WTFish?!
Arrgh.

A Math remedial today.
Wait, it was supposed to be E Math but Mrs Loy had some appointment or something.
So Mdm Tan happily took over lol.

Oh so what you do to me

Saturday Night xD

2009-04-04T14:57:00.002+08:00

I posted back my SYF post.
BUT, I did not insult any thing or type any other stuff about others.
Which I never did anyways.
I hope this one's okay.

Anyways had TKGS Speech Day and we had to perform.
Lucky we didn't need to sit through the whole speech.
ROFLMAO.

But was really tired.
Am having piano/theory lesson later.

RAWR.
The week passes really fast!
It's like end of week 2 already.
We have Chemistry Formative test on Monday.
Biology Formative test on Tuesday.
Sports Day on Wednesday.
IDK what on Thursday.
And Good Friday [:

Yipee!

Might seem to flicker like a fire light on unexpected

Emotionally Disturbed

2009-04-03T20:13:00.002+08:00

I'VE BEEN MALIGNED!
I HATE PEOPLE STARRING AT ME AS THOUGH ITS MY FAULT.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO TELL THEIR FRIENDS STUFF AND MAKES THINGS WORSE WHEN ITS NOT EVEN MY FAULT.

I seriously feel like a social reject.
I know how a social reject feels like now.
I swear I'll be nicer to social rejects from today.
I know how it feels when only a few people in your *society* appreciates and believes in you.

I FREAKING HATE SCHOOL.
I FREAKING HATE LIFE.

School really makes life miserable.
I don't know why.

I cried because I was afraid.
Afraid that no one would believe me.

Like a comet pulled out from orbit

Singapore Youth Festival 2009

2009-04-01T19:29:00.005+08:00

TKGS SB made history today.

The first two periods of school were a breeze.
I wasn't even listening in E Math and English.
And Mrs Loy caught me day dreaming.

I did this during E Maths.
Out of boredom.

We left halfway during English.
Which was the 2nd period.
Sumita was so anxious that she forgot to bring her uniform from class.
HAHAHA!
So funny!

And then we changed and had our recess.
Then band practice.

And we got our SYF badges!
So pretty!

Then we went to Singapore Conference Hall.
And waited there.
And so many seniors came and supported us!

And we were gathered at the foyer.
We were like so anxious to go into the hall.
And the usher was like "Relax la!"
Hahaha!
Stresssss ehhhhh!

Well so there it happened.
All our hard year(s) of practice.
All in one performance of about 15 minutes.
We were so not gonna let it go to a waste!
And we really played our best!

"GOLD WITH HONORS LA!"
The moment she said Gold With Honors, the whole band erupted in screams.
And then not long after screaming, we started crying.

But overall, I'm so glad for the band.
We finally made history of getting GOLD WITH HONORS.

I love TKGS SB!

Even the best fall down sometimes

Earth Day 2009

2009-03-28T20:51:00.002+08:00

Jason Kor smsed me that my Taylor Swift guitar picks has just arrived from the States!
Like yay!
But it cost quite abit too.
Haha, but its worth it anyways :D
LOL!

Anyways, today's Earth Day! :D
And all the lights in my house are switched off.
Even the power sockets!
Hahaha!

Oh and FYI, if your asking why I'm blogging within this 1 hour when the lights are supposed to be off...
Its because I'm using my battery!
Hahahaha!
Gotcha! :D

Though I'd probably sleep at like after 9.30pm even though I'm dead tired.
There was band today.
I'll just stay up and probably go on Facebook or something haha!

I LOVE AND SUPPORT EARTH DAY!

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town

Puh-lease?!

2009-03-24T16:52:00.002+08:00

On MSN right now and chatting with my darling cousin.
And giving her advice on how to tell a guy that you like him.
She has a crush on someone from her tuition.
I may not be an expert but I sure can give advices!

Oh wells.
School was fun today..
Well sort of.
Kind of.

I failed my combined humanities.
Though I got 17/25 for Literature.
Not bad.
Haha just thanks to stupid social studies..
Oh wells.
I can't be bothered.

Tuition later and I haven't done my homework yet.
How great!

8 more days to SYF!

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

Saturday Night

2009-03-21T22:49:00.002+08:00

Just found out that my blog has become pretty screwed.
The images are like deleted.
Oh wells.
Shall change a new blogskin when I have the time.

Had band exchange with Yuhua Sec today.
Was pretty good.
Saw 5 other schools there too :D
Xiao Nan was driving me really crazy over being crazy about her Prince...
And I felt like hitting her with my bassoon.
Hahahaha.

Didn't get to eat lunch.
A hungry girl is an angry girl.

Went for a buffet dinner with my family cuz it was my parent's wedding anniversary or something.
And I ate ALOT!
Cuz I was really hungry :/
Must have gained like 10kg or something! :D

PICTURES <3

I'm a fried fish and I'm gonna eat youuuuu!

California Maki!

Mini octopus swimming in mayo.
They're seriously too cute to be eaten.

Cherment's chocolate ice cream.
Which he ate 2 bowls of.

Honeydew sago.
Yummmmmmm!

Almond longan.

I ate so much...
Am starting to feel so guilty ]:

Oh wells.
Really tiring day.

And I just realised yesterday that no one in my class bothered to help me take my homework.
Cuz I was in the sick bay.
Shan't give a damn anyways.

Greener grass on the other side

Supergirl

2009-03-18T21:10:00.002+08:00

~~1. Go buy sequins at Arab Street~~
~~2. Order Taylor Swift guitar picks~~
3. Buy an Avril Lavigne poster so that it'll look good on my wall.
4. Shopping at where ever there are nice clothes.
5. Get a new memory card && the bigger the better.
~~6. FIND MY PSP!~~

Arab street was awesome yesterday.
Bought my sequins :D

Aren't they beautiful?
Bought a few other colours too.
Too bad I didn't get to go shopping...

Had band today.
CCH[Yishun] and Cedar came over to our school.
Saw my friends [:

Am pasting all the sequins on my handphone right now.
Shall post a picture when I feel like it alrighty?

Rescue mission from my dark side

& Nothing Ever Seems To Go My Way

2009-03-16T21:18:00.002+08:00

1. Go buy sequins at Arab Street
~~2. Order Taylor Swift guitar picks~~
3. Buy an Avril Lavigne poster so that it'll look good on my wall.
4. Shopping at where ever there are nice clothes.
5. Get a new memory card && the bigger the better.
~~6. FIND MY PSP!~~

Like finally!
After 2 months of disappearance, I have found my PSP.

Going to Arab Street tomorrow!
Hopefully I'll find my sequins!
Haha, and probably go shopping :D

You tell me you're in love with me

March Holiday 09 Wishlist!

2009-03-15T19:28:00.003+08:00

Here's my wishlist for the one week March Holidays.
1. Go buy sequins at Arab Street
~~2. Order Taylor Swift guitar picks~~
3. Buy an Avril Lavigne poster so that it'll look good on my wall.
4. Shopping at where ever there are nice clothes.
5. Get a new memory card && the bigger the better.
6. FIND MY PSP!

Mom went to the IT Fair to buy a laptop for Cherment.
Like finally!
Then he wouldn't have to like keep using my laptop.
Hope she helps me to buy my Sony Memory Card.

DAMMIT!
Mom just called and said that the stupid memory stick costs $189 for the 16GB one.
And $118 for the 8GB.
WTF.
WHY DOES A SMALL MEMORY STICK COST SO BLOODY MUCH?
Damn.
And I don't get my memory stick already.
I need a memory stick so that I can put movies into my PSP.
This is shit man!

I'm considering to switch back to LJ.
But I'm really lazy to do so, LMFAO.

There's full day band tomorrow.
I desperately have to catch up on my sleep :/

Just did research on how much a 16GB Sony Memory Stick would cost.
And its like supposed to be $300.
IDK in what currency.
But definetely not SGD.
Then I wouldn't buy it online.
Probably I'll buy from eBay or Amazon or something.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Why does the would hate me so?

Going for dinner.
Goodbye for now.

And how do we say our goodbyes.

E Learning March 09

2009-03-11T11:08:00.002+08:00

Suckar!

I can't submit stupid Social Studies.
I called the school, the admin hangs up on me, just telling me to "try again"
Jasmine said "WHAT KIND OF ADMIN"
So I tried again.
And stupid bloody thing still doesn't wanna submit, so I called the school again.
And then this woman helped me check if I had submitted already or not.
And while she was checking, I heard this guy singing.
And I told Jasmine and she was like "Isit Uncle Dola?"
Hahaha!
And the singing was like horrible okay!

Oh well, so here I am, doing chinese.
Which I have totally no idea how to do...
Hahaha.

I;m still trying to submit Social Studies, which I think I'm not gonna care anymore.
They can go send me to the principal's office for all I care.
I can say that their system is so screwed.

Hahaha!
Twilight spoof!

What am I? Say it, say it out loud!
A mermaid.
What?
A mermaid.

LMFAO!
Hahahaha!
This is so funny! :D

Audition later.
I don't wanna go.
I think I'll just suck and embarass myself..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Don't wanna.

Oh finally, I got to submit my Social Studies.
Which means..
I'M DONE WITH E LEARNING!
Whoots! :D

Now its too late for you and your white horse to come around

Tuesday Screws

2009-03-10T16:59:00.002+08:00

Roller coaster day.

Chemistry & Bio for the first three periods.
Mrs Tee is leaving.
Screw it, all our teachers are leaving..

Started having a really bad migraine during recess.
RAWR!

A Math was a total torture because my head was like throbbing really badly.
I doubt I did a single thing...

Legacy.
We had sex education talk with our "favourite" counsellor.
And I think Mrs Loy is kinda pissed with my whole class cuz we talked loads of rubbish.
My head was still throbbing :/
And stupid Lexuan kept making me laugh, so it hurt even more.

English.
Got back our results.
And Ms Sarah read out those people who passed English Comprehension.
And she didn't read out my name.
So I accidently swallowed this chewing gum I had in my mouth, thinking WTF?
Haha, but I did pass, guess she didn't read my name LMAO.
Anyways, damn disappointing..
My overall result is 64.3/100.
Like WTF!
I always got A's for english.

Oh wells.
I can't be bothered anymore.
School makes life miserable.

* E learning day tomorrow.
* MEP Concert 2009 auditions at RJC tomorrow.

Who said I can't wear my converse with my dress

Monday Blues

2009-03-09T17:08:00.003+08:00

I officially HATE studying.
Because they give you crap results.
That beats NOT studying at all.
Being sarcastic helps lots.
I wonder why I even bothered to study.

Stuck in the hall this morning.
Listening to boring speeches.
And missed Chemistry.
Though Mrs Tee didn't even come.

E Math was okay.
Mrs Loy went on to a new chapter.
Like finally.

PE was retardiculous.
Annabella threw the frisbee too hard and I caught it, but hit my nose at the same time.
Nose bleed.
And almost my whole team went after me to the toilet.
LMFAO.

Geography was a total shit.
I failed Geog overall with another F9.
I seem to be a pro at getting F9's!
And then I was crying like mad.
Though Ms Aliah was like really nice about it.
And Maddy wasn't helping when she said that we might not be seeing her the next term.
IT FUCKING DOESN'T HELP.

I'm so glad to have Natalie, Carissa and Yiyun and whoever was nice enough to give me a hug.
I hate school and studying.
I'M NEVER EVER EVER GONNA TO STUDY EVER AGAIN.
DONE DEAL.

Higher and higher I'm the elevator girl

T-G-I-F

2009-03-06T12:17:00.005+08:00

I LOVE LEXUAN!

Lexuan forced me to type this against my will.

Oh hahaha.

Nat's not in school today :/

She's having a bowling competition.

So many other people didn't come either ]:

English now and we're like slacking in the computer lab.

Like finally I've got time to blog this week.

This week has been okay...

Received quite a few results already.

And OH!

I passed A Math!

Like 50.2/100

I passed by like 0.2 marks!

And Denise got like 0.1m less mark than me...

Oh Lexuan's sitting beside me and she was playing Icy Tower a few minutes ago..

And Ms Sarah was like "Are you playing Icy Tower?"

And Lexuan was like "No I'm not playing Icy Towers.."

Ms Sarah made her quit the game, LMFAO!

Oh haha 5 more minutes till the bell rings..

I shall go first!

All eyes on me on the center of the ring just like a circus

SKYWAY AVENUE

2009-02-25T21:24:00.002+08:00

OMGeoshhhh!
Paris Hilton and Natalie Portman share one thing in common.
They both have crushes on Robert Pattinson!
What so nice about him anyways?
Hahahaha!
He's not Edward Cullen.
LMAO!

School was fine today.
Scored 23/30 for OBS Journal/Compo.
And was made group leader for this English-cum-SS project.
Another stupid project like CMPS.
Got back A Math.
Scored 21.5/40 at first.
But Mdm Tan added 1 mark cuz she deducted one when it was actually correct.
Biology wasn't any better.
Got 13.5/40
And Madelaine could score higher than me.
I'm numb towards the pain.
I'm never gonna study Biology ever again.

Had band.
Was alright.
Sec one was really cute.
Haha.
She's nice.

I'm so tired :/
Thank you Jason Kor, you never fail to cheer me up :D
Just that I'm doomed to keep failing my maths and sciences.
I'm sad, but who should care?

I've become so numb

Tuesday! [:

2009-02-24T17:27:00.002+08:00

School was alright today.
A Math was fun!
I passed the A Math CA, but not sure if I passed overall.
Like dammit!
Oh and I'm like 99% sure that I failed E Math overall.
Oh wells.
My results are sucky.
I don't know what to do.
Just keeping my fingers crossed that I'll do well for SS/Lit, Geog, English && Chinese.
Shan't give a shet about the rest.
MEP CA was horrible.
I almost failed overall.
And I had hoped that it would pull up my overall average.
There it goes down the drain again.

"Fuck, wait for me!"

*Who's Fuck?*

"Fuck, no la!"

*Now Fuck's surname is No?*

Hahahaha!
Sinthyia is like so cute!
She has her own pokerface, which we call the "Moktan Face"
Hahahaha!
OMG.
I almost died laughing listening to Car and her conversation.

Anyways, went to Parkway after school.
Haha, met Jomin and Jane at MosBurger.
Lex and Sinthyia joined us soon after.

"Eat your Moktan burger la!"

*It's Mos Burger, not Moktan burger!*

Hahahahaha!
Then we went to Cold Storage to buy some food for tomorrow's recess.
Hahaha!
Me and Car bought Cereal!
Dunno what to bring!

Went back home with Car, Lex && Jane on 31.
And then Lex and Jane got off at Bedok.
And then me and car continued journey..
At Tanah Merah, there was this cute caucasian guy who got off the bus..
OMG, he was sooooo cute!!!
Sorry I have a weakness for cute caucasian guys XD
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Just like how Lex is so in love with Jordan.
She always blushes whenever we mention Jordan!!!
I know how exactly to make her smile lol! :D
Just mention his name and she goes all smiley and red!
Hahahahaha! [:

If you fall dust it all, don't matter

Friday but tomorrow's Saturday...

2009-02-20T21:23:00.002+08:00

I'm freaking tired..
But I'm like trying to take time to like blog.
About my day.
Today was okay.
Chinese lesson kinda rocked.
Haha, for once.
But actually Ms Zhang is nice.
Just that she's a little aunty..
LMFAO! [:
Oh wells.
Got 21/30 for chinese paper.
I'm like second highest in class.
The highest is 22/30.
Just one mark more..
LOL.
And I realised that my chinese isn't that bad at all.
Haha, shall try to speak more chinese in order to improve it more lol.
ZOMG, that sounds so goody-two-shoes ]:
Haha so not Cherlyn...
Oh wells.
During legacy, we were talking about Break-Ups && Love.
Mrs Loy was Cupid! Hahah.
So funny.
And the whole class was like "Yi Yun, Annabella and Fatin."
{inside joke}
Hahahah
I'm tired.
But happy.
Though I think I failed A Math, E Math, Chemistry && Biology.
Hahahahahahah.
I'm not sad.
Not now I mean.
LOL.
You'll see :/
Goodnight.

You change your mind like a girl change her clothes

And it keeps getting better;

2009-02-18T18:29:00.003+08:00

Had Literature and E Math today.
Lit was okay..
Except that I wrote Dill's name as Charles Harris Barker.
When his real name was Charles Baker Harris.
Hahaha!
Oh wells.
I think I wrote over the limit of 400 words.
But who cares :/
E Math was a total failure.
Arrgh.
I don't know if I can pass.
And even if I pass, I don't know how much I'll get...
Sad.

The rest of the day went okay..
Then had supplementary for A Math.
Cuz we're having a paper tomorrow.

Lemme ask you something.
You would call a person who bitches about another person behind her back a bitch right?
So what do you call your best friend who bitches about another person behind her back?
I don't know the answer.
I really don't know.
I thought since she knows that they're bitching about us, all the more we shouldn't bitch about them right?
So what's the point if you call someone a bitch, and you don't even know that your doing it too.
I pointed it out to them.
I cried.
I don't know why either.
Maybe I'm just PMS-ing.
I just cried.
I don't want them to turn into horrible bitches.
I want my friends back.

They say that friends are like the stars
They come and they go.
But the ones that stay, are the ones that glows.
I hope what they say is true.

They say that good things they die

Tuesday School...

2009-02-17T19:23:00.004+08:00

Had Chemistry and Geography today.
Screwed Chem.
I was never good at science anyways.
Geography rocked.
Tested on plate tectonics and earthquakes.
I forgot that the Andes were formed due to subduction of oceanic plate and continental plate.
LMAO.
So yeah..
A few mistakes made here and there.

CHEER UP CARISSA!
It's okay if you screwed up..
I know the feeling.
You'll do better next time.
I believe in you.

Anyways.
Went down for recess and bought Jomin her lo-mai-gai.
Le Xuan and Yi Yun's chips.
Were about to head up back to third storey when we were stopped by Davy Jones.
Hahahaha!
And she asked us why we were bringing food up :/
And she was like,"Give it to me and I'll return it to you after school today, don't worry I won't eat them up."
Like LMFAO!
Zomfg. I was like LOL.
And guess what we did when she turned around to talk to someone else?
RAN FOR OUR LIVES TO THE OTHER STAIRCASE NEAR THE CANTEEN.
Ain't gonna wait for her to turn around and catch us.
Hahahaha!
Oh wells.
Was so damn funny!
Gosh, and I ran till I had a tummy ache ]:
LMAO!
Oh wells.
Anyways, the rest of the day went about as per normal.
Which meant = BORING.

Having E Math and Literature tomorrow.
I shall take it easy.
I'm declaring my undying love for Arthur Radley [aka Boo Radley]
Even though he's just a fictional character.
But no comparisons with Edward Cullen LMFAO.

Arrgh :/
School's just becoming a war zone.
As quoted from Car.
It's just between THEM and US.
Really political.
I can't believe that we're already falling out just in our first term together.
Thanks for bitching really.
They wouldn't be called BITCHES if they hadn't bitched about anybody.
That proves my point anyways.

I can't be bothered anymore.
Really.
I don't understand why.
Please enlighten me.

Your light is ultraviolet

Term One Week Seven ; CA Week! ]:

2009-02-16T21:05:00.003+08:00

Had Social Studies and Bio CA today.
Social Studies was alright.
But screw Bio! ]:
I so can't do science.
And I'm sandwiched between Yi Yun and Le Xuan AGAIN!!
Hah!
Yi Yun is hyperly random.
She was showing off her pasta to everyone before recess today.
LMAO!
And Le Xuan is just BIMBOTIC!
And not to mention...
VERY BLONDE! [:
Haha.
Anyways..
Having Chemistry and Geography tomorrow.
Arrgh Chemistry is so screwed.
I decided not to study..
LMAO.
See how well I do ba..
Haha don't give a damn anyways.
And OH!
Like finally I passed something!
I passed the E Maths spring test!
12/20! Whoots!
Indices are my forte! :D
Hehe..
Shall blog again tomorrow! [:
Love ya, goodnight.
*cherlyn~

Should have thought twice before you let it all go...

A song I worte for me

2009-02-10T16:21:00.004+08:00

A Song I Wrote For Me
When you're feeling low
The dreams you dream they don't come true
I'll feel like its fantasy in daylight
When your life starts turning upside down
The reality sets in your head
I'll feel like its always like that

It's called a song I wrote for me for a reason
But I don't know why
It's never too late to find the reason
I don't wanna try
It's just a phase that I'll have to pull through
With just a piece of mind
And its a song I call mine

When your world thinks you're useless in their eyes
Weaving through the little, little lies
I just need more time
When nobody even cares about you
It doesn't matter what you do
And say I've tried

It's called a song I wrote for me for a reason
But I don't know why
It's never too late to find the reason
I don't wanna try
It's just a phase that I'll have to pull through
With just a piece of mind
And its a song I call mine

I've learnt all my mistakes
But you don't wanna listen to me
I've tried to tell you
But you push me all away
You don't give a damn about how I feel
You're trying to force me against my will
My dreams are crushed and they'll never return

It's called a song I wrote for me for a reason
But I don't know why
It's never too late to find the reason
I don't wanna try
It's just a phase that I'll have to pull through
With just a piece of mind
And its a song I call mine
Yeah its a song I call mine...

I did not self-mutilate.
People who do that are just plain stupid.
I did not do that on purpose, its just that my skin was peeling.
LMAO!

I wrote those lyrics in my head
I composed the music
In just 1/2 hour
Funny that sometimes I can do that and can still stare at the blank staffs during MEP with nothing coming out
It's ironic
I'm getting emo.
No I don't wanna be emo.
I'm growing up.
That's a nicer way of saying things..
Had lab for the morning
And received my Bio spring test back.
7/15
What the fuck.
Failed by 1/2 a freaking mark.
Sat in class during recess talking to Nat.
Nat rocks.
And we were talking about people bitching about us.
As well as us bitching about them.
But I can't be bothered with people bitching about me anyways..
What so interesting in my life that is good to bitch about?
LMAO.
The answer is NOTHING
I'm so getting influenced by the people I hang out with.
Began saying the F word at everything..
I'm trying my best not to say it out loud..
Scared I'll just blurt it in front of my parents or something..
Then WHAM! BAM! DIED! [:
Whatever.
I'm not gonna study anymore cuz studying takes no effect on me.
Study or no study..
I'll still do as bad as each.
So I won't care.
I'm not saying that I'm giving up.
Well maybe just on A Math and Chem.
The rest I'll do fine.
You'll see.
Geog timed based assignment tomorrow.
And MEP on Thursday.
Seems no end to examinations.
And all we're doing for this 4 years in sec school is for the BIG PAPER.
O Levels.
Damned the person who invented O Levels.
And examinations.
And algebra.
And chemistry.
And whoever got themselves involved in the making of any of the subjects.
Ms Sarah's cool.
Yi Yun has got a good eye.
Shall not elaborate.
I love Ms Sarah's accent.
She'll make a damn good mother who understands how school students feel.
Unlike some parents.
Who don't seem to give a damn about how their children feel.
And still scold them instead of encouraging them to do better the next time.
Oh wells.
Whatever.
*cherlyn~
ps: I got 32/50 for chinese! *rejoycing*

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said;
Nothing's gonna make this right again.

Ever wondered why?

2009-02-03T16:54:00.002+08:00

Ever wondered why your parents seem not to care about your own feelings?
Well I'm currently wondering.
And have yet to find a suitable answer.
Yesterday sucked alot.
So did today.
2 shocks from yesterday..
0/15 for Chemistry.
7.5/30 for E Math.
1 shock from today.
7/25 for A Math.
I'm flunking every test in my first 5 weeks of sec 3.
WHY?
I keep asking myself why.
I did listen in class.
I did hand in my homework.
Okay, maybe not always on time.
But at least I do.
I do corrections when the teacher goes through them.
I even revise, instead of spending so much time on the computer as I did last year.
SO WHY THE F*** AM I NOT DOING AS WHAT SHOULD BE EXPECTED?
I'm freaking pissed off.
And I don't know how am I supposed to tell my mom that I failed Chem, A Math and E Math.
I really don't.

Went to Parkway with Car, Fel and Emmy just now to buy Rae's birthday present.
Somehow was feeling really pissed off and had to go shopping to rewind.
Bought a really gorgeous ring from Diva.
Then went back sitting bus 31.
Well Car and I were like complaining about our parent's reaction when they see our results.
And somehow I started crying on the bus.
Like how embarrassing :/
Car's the best.
And I was listening to Invisible by Taylor Swift.
And I was telling Car that I was listening to that song.
And she showed me her iPod and it was exactly the same song.
Both of us rule.
And I mean it [:
*cherlyn~

She will never see your eyes, light up when you smile

Boring!

2009-01-30T17:51:00.002+08:00

No school today..
Hiax actually I rather have school and sleep in class.
Thanks to our seniors, who achieved really great o level results..
And the school gives us a holiday!
YAY!
Not.
So proud to be Car's bimbo friend.
Haha :D
Helped her to order the bangles from my blogshop.
Yesh blogshop is going great..
Have a few people asking already [:
Hiax..
Anyways, was chatting with Wan Xuan jie..
And her bf just came back from HK, so lucky [:
Hiax...
Car and I were entertaining each other on MSN since this morning..
Haha and LOL were the most commonly used words during our conversation.
LMFAO! :D
Car rocks!
My socks.
But my feet are stinky!
Hahahaha!
Random post.
Really tired >.<
And oranges are my drug!
Hahaha [:
{inside joke}

Car rocks <3
*cherlyn~

This is the life of ilusions

NEW BLOGSHOP!

2009-01-26T18:37:00.002+08:00

Okay, I got so inspired by some people..
I'm officially opening a blogshop!
Please support okays?
I started this blogshop because I realised that I had many [you have no idea] stuff that I never used.
They're all BRAND NEW.
{unless otherwise stated, which you find not very often}
And right now I'm ordering stuff from the US, like Forever21.
And Australia, like Billabong and Roxy..
The link is: www.cherlynavenue.blogspot.com
Check it out okay?
Lots of Love<3
PS: Happy Chinese New Year!
*cherlyn~

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QUOTES about Cherlyn during OBS [:

2009-01-25T13:36:00.003+08:00

okay, so i was just blog surfing nat's blog..
and i found this interesting stuff concerning me [:
like omfg!

"GUESS WHAT YIYUN AND CHERLYN WERE DOING ON THEIR KAYAK?
Eating oranges, SUNDRYING THE ORANGE SKIN LOL.
I SAW IT WHEN WE WERE KAYAKING BESIDE EACH OTHER AND I WAS FIGHTING THE URGE NOT TO LAUGH OR WE MIGHT CAPSIZE HAHA."

like omg, the way she posted that was so funny!
hahaha.
thank you nat [:
you rock and i'm so glad we slept in the same tent :D
oh btw darling, the bimbo cheer is something like this..

like oh my gawd
i think i need a manicure
the sun i swear
is burning up my gorgeous hair
red blue yellow green
what's the colour of my team
i don't know
i don't care
all i want is do my hair
twenty-four, sixty-five
i don't care the stupid score
go go fight fight
gosh i hope my hair's alright
i'm a B
i'm an I
i'm a, oh nevermind
i'm a BIMBO
like duh.
NOT [:

hehehe :D
I love nat lots too <3
*cherlyn~
ps: i'm so turning into a bimbo ]:

check yes juliet are you with me?

OBS Jan 2008

2009-01-23T17:19:00.006+08:00

like finally.
i'm officially back from OBS.
had a really really great as well as bad time :/
screw the tents & the homesickness.
rock on MarcoPolo&Elton [:

MONDAY
was screwed.
okays, technically not..
we went to camp two.
not being as good as camp one..
where some other classes stayed there.
oh wells.
cuz the OBS headquarters was located there..
and i heard that they had better food and lodging.
screw them :/
oh wells i shall not complain anyways.
k.a.r.m.a {ask annabella}
my watch was called Marco Polo.
and out instructor was Elton aka Mr Blue Banana Boat;Father Goose;Daddy Duck;Father GAY & etc.
gosh i love our watch so much.
consists of 15 of us from 3e5.
me\maddy\yiyun\shab\frin\chinying\nat\van\lexuan{B.I.M.B.O}\qingwen\nooran{DORA}\siti\sumita\victoria\sharifah + ELTON! [:
the randomly crazed watchgroup.
didnt surrender my phone cuz Elton said that if we wanted to keep it, it was fine with him as long as he doesn't see us using it.
anyways we had a trust fall.
you will fall backwards onto a mat with which your other watchmates are holding.
you must trust them to catch you.
and though it looks as easy as it sounds, some people were afraid of falling.
i mean, i totally get the feeling of being afraid to fall cuz it was only the first day and some people were not as close to one another to trust them.
anyways i did fall, and it felt fun {sadistically}
oh after that Elton taught us how to pitch tents.
yeah and then he helped us pitch one.
and then we started cooking our dinner.
was quite disgusting;especially the rice/porridge.
don't even know what it was {ITwasJUSTplainDISGUSTING}
the rest were okay.
yiyun made a new recipe for wholemeal bread which i never liked to eat.
she's the bomb man!
she added some campbell soup and some other stuff and it tasted (for once) SO NICE!
iloveyiyunloads<3
she's like the most random person ever turned bimbo.
lmfao.
oh and then Elton pung-seh us.
don't know where he went to :/
while we were like struggling to fix dinner and set up the tents.
and the other instructors were like helping their groups.
us MARCO-POLITANS were gawddamn pissed >.<
oh wells. after the disasterous dinner, we had to pack our stores for our expedition..
bleahx i thought i was gonna die of boredom.
then slept in the tent with natalie and vanessa [:
they are awesome people!
couldn't sleep.
i think i only slept for like 2 hours throughout the whole night.
there was this irritating music that kept playing =x
kept me awake and thinking.
natalie was homesick already.
and the sound of nature was irritating me.
-zzz-

TUESDAY
was no better.
did the high elements.
what can i say?
well it was fun, but my legs were aching..
me and nooran {DORA} did the higher one.
could climb but dora couldnt :/
oh wells gave it up cuz everyone was tired zzz >.<
smsed mommy that i wanted to go home.
was feeling homesick anyways ]:
after that went for kayaking.
we learnt how to kayak [:
was cool, and yiyun and i were partners {BIG GRIN}
and lexuan brought oranges cuz she was seasick.
but then she passed it to me cuz she and dora were "supposed" to capsize their kayak.
in the end yiyun and i ate the two oranges.
and dumped the orange peels into the sea.
they're bio-degradable (spell?)
henceforth lol.
oh wells.
Elton {father gay} kept spraying seawater at us :/
swore that i'll get him back & i did eventually.
was really funny..
and i was wearing maddy's lycra shirt and fbt's and then her shirt was longer than my fbt's.
and when i got out of the kayak, father gay was staring at my legs and then he was like: "eh cherlyn, what happened to your pants, so obscene ahh!"
eek, i was so freaked out that he was staring at my legs and i started to pull my pants down..
lmfao!
but anyways all good things come to an end.
after kayaking, went to shower.
Elton came to look for me.
cuz mommy called obs cuz of my sms that morning.
and father gay was like, "are you okay?"
me: "yeah just abit homesick.."
him: "but that also means that you have your phone with you right?"
me: {no answer}
him: "pass it to me when you see me later okay?"
oh gawd, he sounded damn disappointed :/
oh wells..
don't give a shet anyways.
dinner was good that day.
cuz it was maggi noodles day <3
haha so all the maggi noodles were cooked!
way better than yesterday actually [:
took out my sim card from my phone =x
anyways passed my phone to father gay after dinner and my watch was telling each other our blonde jokes and played truth or dare.
truth or dare got a little sick..
they asked father gay if he was a virgin.
and his answer was nah.
like gross :/
and siti french-kissed 14 guys!
like wtfomfglmfao!
couldn't believe it lol.
so truth or dare went a little wrong there..
after that father gay briefed us on the sea expedition for the next day.
and he sang a song on his guitar.
and we selected maddy to be our sea-ex leader.
abit wrong choice cuz she got so flustered that she "stepped on so many people's toes".
then went to sleep but got woken up five minutes later when maddy and the three other sea-ex leaders from the other watches wanted to brief us on what to do the next day.
gawddammit and i was so close to drifting off to lalaland :/
after being rudely awaken, i couldn't sleep anymore until about 2am..
and still got disturbed by the music and the wild dogs and this irritating sound that was coming from nowhere =x
-zzzzzzz-

WEDNESDAY
was critically exhausting.
we set off at eight thirty after carrying really heavy bottles of tom&jerry tubs {idk what they're called} which could carry like eight litres of water to father gay's speedboat.
and then rowed the kayak for like seven-eight hours ]:
hands were all numb and tired >.<
and then maddy was pissed off with the whole alpha group.
so many things happened!
passed by pasir ris beach and had this compulsion to like row over there and go home :/
and then like 1 hour later, we were still at changi.
so you could like imagine how slow we were travelling..
anyways.. car, yiyun and i were like eating oranges in our kayaks..
and then i "paraded" my orange peels in front of my kayak :D
and an instructor was like: "that's a really nice collection of orange peels!"
lmfao! [:
oh yeah car and yiyun jumped overboard and peed in the sea.
and they were like struggling to climb aboard the kayak after relieving themselves.
while me and fatin were trying the steady the kayak.
and then lexuan got really seasick ]:
lmao, her usual cheery mood totally went away.
oh wells.
by the time we reached shore, my legs were like numb already.
and muscles were aching :/
bleahx.
slept with nat and van again..
this time i borrowed nat's phone cuz to sms my mom.

Thursday
was okay.
had to wake up at like 1am to do watch duty.
what a waste of time.
in the end we just walked around our camp grounds like five times for the whole hour.
haha.
then after that slept again and woke up at five to un-pitch our tents and wash up.
hiax and then set off with our gawddamn heavy backpacks and tents for our hike.
and we went the wrong way too :/
haha so it took us like 2 hours to track 7.5km ]:
oh we also forgot to bring our compass.
like so zai!!!
lol.
oh we were the first group to reach camp 2 [:
kudos to us!
and then we thanked one another for making the trip possible [:
and then we unpacked our backpacks..
haha so much crap la!
oh then at night we had a mass game.
was so fun.
it was called the two hundred seconds game.
haha had to do five tasks within three minutes and twenty seconds.
everyone thought that it was impossible.
haha but MARCO POLITANS made it super possible.
we set the first record of three minutes.
and then a few other in betweens.
and of course the FINAL record of two minutes and twenty-six seconds [:
ACHIEVEMENT MAN! (:
haha so we all went to sleep in the open shelter at night.
just on poncho's and sleeping bags.
haha i was lucky i remembered to bring my sleeping bag! (:
lmao
and vanessa and yiyun's phones got found out and confiscated.
like lmfao.
it was already the last day liao!
oh wells.
tired.
and i fell asleep almost instantly.
vanessa said that i snored ]:
so paiseh >.<
but i had blocked nose, what could i do?

FRIDAY
like finally.
the last morning..
haha took some last minute pictures.
and father gay returned us our belongings.
FINALLY!
i missed my phone ]:
haha and the teachers came.
and we were praying that ms sarah would come for our watch.
and not mrs tee.
haha no offense, nobody wanted to see mrs tee.
haha.
in the end we saw ms sarah and mrs loy [:
haha i love both of them :D
we had to pay for loss of items though..
one dollar per person.
haha...
so yeahh.
and then we took the boats back to punggol jetty :D
and waved goodbye to father gay.
whom i suspected misses maddy alot already {inside joke}
and bought lots of souvenirs from the reception counter..
haha a shirt and a keychain for me :D
oh wells..

PICTURES<3

yepps
all the photos i took [:
hope they're alright :D
and the first meal i took when i came back to mainland is..
*drum rolls*
MACDONALDS!

simple and cheap but it was what i missed most [:
LMAO.
i love car loads <3
as much as she loves me muhahah [:
*cherlyn~
ps: im too lazy to colour the fonts haha.
the post is too long!

marco polo low low low low low low low is the love!

WHATS HAPPENING??!!

2009-01-18T19:00:00.003+08:00

OH YESSS!
It's OBS for me tomorrow!
YAY!
So happyyyyy! (:
GREATTTTTT!
I can't wait..
Hence, I won't be blogging for the whole week till probably Friday..
Or Sat..
Haha.
I'll be back by Friday afternoon.
YEAH BABY! (:
Oh..
I've packed all my stuff already!
And mom made me bring a set of utensils.
Hahaha.
So funneh.
And I'm bringing my sleeping bag.
Haha trying to find a foolproof way of hiding my phone.
SHUUSH, don't tell anyone LOL!
So that I dont have to surrender it, LMAO.
Haha, oh wells.
I better stop here.
I'll post pictures when I get back, promise :D
*cherlyn~

Be good to me

Term One ; Week Two

2009-01-17T21:06:00.003+08:00

Apologizes for not blogging.
Really busy nowadays ]:
Suckar!
Oh wells.
Anyways..
School is taking up way too much of my time ]:
Monday..
I think I blogged about it didnt I?
Oh wells.
I'm still pissed off with *you*
HECK.
Not that I wanna talk about it anymore.
Anyways..
Tuesday was kinda boring..
So was Wednesday..
We had a "shitty" E Maths lesson.
Haha.
Cuz Mrs Chia was making an announcement and then she was saying about some SHEET of paper..
And then my whole class burst out laughing..
Cuz we all heard SHIT of paper.
LOL.
And Mrs Loy was giving us an English lesson during her E Maths lesson.
LMFAO! [:
Anyways...
Thursday..
School was okay..
Then had a chinese compo CA.
Borrowed dictionary from Cheryl.
Haha.
And for the 1st time in my life I wrote such a long compo!
Had MEP after school.
And did chords.
Totally killed my brain cells man ]:
And then FINALLY.
Friday..
Hmm.
Yesterday..
Oh wells.
Was usual.
Had an E Maths CA.
All sec two work..
Oh wells.
And I saw Mr Alex Tang the period before my E Maths test.
Made me feel so cursed ]:
After all.
He was the one who caused to fail so badly ]:
Hahaha.
Let bygones be bygones.
Oh wells.
Had band afterwards.
Got upgraded :D
YAY!
Haha.
After that waited for Fel & Emmy to finish their "meeting" for String..
And then went back together.
Saw Mr Tang AGAIN.
Why do I keep seeing him around?
Oh wells.
And today..
Oh it was CCA promotion day.
Kinda boring..
Haha, though the seniors came back to help out.
IDK how many people signed up for band LOL.
Oh wells.
Haha..
And then still continued after lunch..
Full day..
So tired.
After that I rushed for Piano.
Oh wells.
Cherment's sick..
HAHAHA.
Too bad ]:
OBS next week!
I cant wait!
Oh yeah and I just realised that I havent told you all my teachers yet..
HMM.
English - Ms Sarah
E Maths - Mrs Loy
A Maths - Mdm Tan/ Ms Ong
Chinese - Ms Chong
Chemistry - Mrs Tee
Biology - Ms Shah
SS/Literature - Mr Low/Ms Angeline Ang
Geog - Ms Aliah
MEP - Ms Ng/Ms Tiong (Spell?)
Haha. So these are my teachers :D
Oh wells..
Imma turning into bed ):
*cherlyn~

Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable, impossible

Somedays I'm a super BITCH

2009-01-12T19:08:00.007+08:00

Okay.
I'm just freaking pissed off at *YOU*
What the heck is your problem?
Just because I rolled my eyes at you.
& you get pissed with me.
And ignore me for the whole of last Friday and the weekend and even today.
I SERIOUSLY DON'T GIVE AN EFF.
You are the most pettiest person I've ever met.
Just because your birthday is so late in the year that means you can act like a baby.
YEAH. YOU BABY.
And we're fighting over the most ridiculous thing ever.
JUST BECAUSE OF AN EFFING SWEET.
A CANDY.
A CANDY.
& you get all pissed off :/
FINE.
If you wanna act like such a b**** to me.
I swear.
I can be an even nastier B**** to you.
I've never argued of ignore anyone just because of such a stupid thing.
& don't think you can just like talk to me anytime you feel like it.
CUZ I'M GONNA IGNORE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY FUN-FILLED && YOUR SUCKY LIFE.
Yeah go ahead and ignore me.
I never liked you anyways.
Not that I ever voiced it out.
I had a very bad 1st impression of you in the first place :/
SO WHAT.
Get out of my freaking life.
I don't need you.
Neither do you need me.
I HATE YOU.
私は憎む (Japanese)
Je vous déteste (French)
Ich hasse Sie (German)
Li odio (Italian)
Eu odeio-o (Portugese)
*cherlyn~

Sometimes I wish I could save you

Very Funny! [:

2009-01-11T18:46:00.004+08:00

Oh gosh.
Sundays are the best! [:
Cuz its the most funniest day in the week.
Spent with Dense Kimbo during A Maths tuition.
Oh my.
Last week we were drawing Michael Phelps and this week we were gossiping :/
Ahahaha.
And I was sitting beside this nice-guy-from-tkss.
Whom idk what his name is.
But he's super nice [:
And Varian came into my class!
AGAIN.
I thought he quit E Math tuition for good, BUT..
He went to go join A Math tuition instead.
The poor and unlucky me has to take both A Maths and E Maths tuition ]:
Oh wells.
Anyways.
Back to the nice-guy-from-tkss..
Uhm well.
First of all, he was like super random.
Hahaha.
He asked me if he could borrow my calculator.
Being the nice me, I loaned it to him like what else could I do, say no? :D
Oh then after he used it, he asked me if I had any themes in my phone.
LOL, and he called me to send those to him.
Haha.
And I sent the GIRLY GIRLY one to him.
Laughing my effing ass off.
And he wasn't even offended.
And he was like: "So cute!"
Hahaha.
Oh wells, then he sent me the Ponyo on the Cliff By The Sea theme song.
AHH!
PONYO RULESSSS! [:
Haha, and then I accidently dropped my hairclip.
And then I was like mumbering to Kimbo and I think he overheard or something..
And then he bent down to the floor, and ATTACKED my hairclip.
Hahaha.
That was what Kimbo said la.
No la, he didnt attack my clip at all..
Just that when he bent down, he hit something.
And then there was this really huge crash..
And it sounded like an attack.
LOL!
And then my pen cap flew and although I actually saw it fly towards Kimbo's side, which was to my left, and I asked her to look for it for me..
And then the nice-guy-from-tkss picked it up for me.
So actually idk where the heck my pen cap flew to.
LMFAO!
Oh wells.
Anyways.
After that went out for lunch with Mom and Dad and Cherment.
Uhm when I came back, I was just in time for E Maths tuition :/
Wah, CHANGED TEACHER again!
Oh wells.
The new teacher looks like a chee-kok-pek leh!
Haha, no offense lmao :/
Oh wells [:
I'm so tired right now.
I'll probably like crash.
Though I havent actually eaten dinner.
*cherlyn~
ps: btw, I had an inspiration to write a song :/
WEIRD, cuz the last time I wrote a song was last Jan.

She'll never love you like I want to

1st week of sec 3

2009-01-10T22:11:00.003+08:00

As you can see from the title, I'm just summarizing my 1st week of school as a sec 3 student :D
Haha, oh wells.
Was quite alright la.
Monday..
Hmm, I can't really remember much..
Haha, only that I had to change places ):
All the way to the back of the classroom ]:
*CRIES*
Haha.
Tuesday :/
Hmm..
Neither can I remember much..
Haha, I seem to have grown old..
But that means that there isnt much to tell cuz I've totally forgotten all about it already.
LOL.
Wednesday..
Hmm, spent the 1st 3 periods in the sick bay because of bad cramps.
Haha, and then the whole sick bay was so filled with people coming to visit me :D
Thank you to Le Xuan, Car, Madeline & Yi Yun..
And those who came to "visit" me [:
Hehe, so I missed Literature, Geography and Social Studies..
And I heard that our teacher did a powerpoint slide on himself..
And he also introducedhis whole family to everyone..
Haha.
And Car was like saying that she knows his whole family already LOL.
lmao.
Okays..
Had band too..
Then thursday :/
Hmm..
I cant seem to remember.
Sorry I suck as a blogger!
Haha.
Oh wells.
Friday.
That was yesterday [:
Had normal classes until recess and then we had class party :D
Played loadsa games LMAO.
So fun..
And Le Xuan and co were completely funny :D
LOL.
And we played blow wind blow..
Such a lame game, but my class made it fun (:
Haha.
And Gina was so nice..
She sponsored us all the bread and stuff.
Our class didnt have much food.
Haha, went around other classes and kop-ing all their foodstuff.
LMAO.
Haha, then had band..
Tired like siao..
Hmm.
And went homw with Fel and Emmy.
Sat bus..
And at Tanah Merah, we saw this guy sitting on the railings..
And his jeans were like WAYYY TOOO LOWWW!
So low that we could practically see his butt line..
Haha.
So disgusting.
And so coincidentally that the 3 of us actually saw the same thing from the bus.
LMAO.
Haha, and I batcha, Fel's still in shock..
LOL.
Oh wells.
Then today..
Saturday.
Had band..
And played La Forza and Overture 2.
Haha, Mr Yugi came today (:
YAY!
He's so cool and funny, especially when he speaks english.
AND HE STILL REMEMBERS MY NAME [:
Hehe (:
He's a japanese btw :D
From Japan :D
Hehe.
Yay! :D
And then at 5 I had piano ):
SO TIRED!
Oh wells, I like typing emocons :D
Hehe (:
I shall not colour this post, cuz I'm really lazy to do so.
LMAO.
Oh wells.
Goodnight. Im so freaking tired!
*cherlyn~

NOT FUNNY?!

2009-01-06T16:40:00.003+08:00

READ THIS OUT LOUD!
That fateful day, the funniest and most peculiar thing happened ever since I opened my stall 20 years ago.
This fat, bulky and bouncy beer-bellied man hobbled up to my roadside stall and without hesitation, pounced on my lovely durians.
Oh wait, this was just what I thought, but in actual fact, he was too eager to choose my durians that as he leaned over, his fats got the better of him and he fell face down onto the sharp, prickly green monsters.
My oh my, blame it on gravity!
I stood at the scene, with my heart sinking to the depth of the ocean and counted the number of durians he broke.
The next day, I sent the broken durians to the hospital and demanded for payment.
"Once broken, considered sold!"
LOL!
Seriously!
Okay, you must wonder what we did this for.
Oh wells, it was during English and we were supposed to do about a personal recount using a comic strip.
Oh and anyways, to cut the long story short, we just crapped!
LOL.
But he whole class was laughing haha, so I think its really funny!
Thank you Chin Ying, Car, Maddie and Jia Xin! :D
LOL, gawd, I was like laughing so hard when I stood up to read to the class :/
Oh anyways, school was alright today.
No one seemed to notice my broken nametag except for Maddie.
Hahaha.
Until I told them that is...
Oh wells..
And Mry Loy moved me to the back of the class ):
So sad...
I can't see..
And can't talk :/
Bleahxx.
Oh wells.
Anyways..
Its an awesome place to use my phone actually.
Not that I use it lol.
Oh wells.
Anyways :/
Imma gonna study..
Still got homework ):
I so have this feeling that Imma getting suan-ed tomorrow...
*cherlyn~

If I were a boy, even just for a day

Not so 1st day anymore ):

2009-01-03T20:40:00.002+08:00

I so apologize for not blogging on my 1st day of school!
Haha, oh wells, you must be so upset! LOL.
Oh wells, nothing much to report, except that we have new teachers.
And NO MR TANG!
Wahahaha!
LOL, oh wells, he's teaching just next door anyways ):
Still can hear his idiotic voice.
Oh our new form teachers are Mrs Loy, Mrs {I CAN'T REMEMBER} and Ms Sarah who is a relief teacher for Mdm Hariati (Spell?)
Who's currently on maternity leave.
Oh anyways, Ms Ang is taking our class for Lit :D
Hehe, so happy. Ms Ang rocks.
LOL, and Idk who are my other teachers yet, cuz I can't find the stupid timetable on the asknlearn portal.
LOL, and OH WELLS, we have a new DM.
Lol, I call her Davy Jones, after the octopus-man from Pirates of The Carribean.
LOL (:
Cuz she looks like an octopus.
Hahahaha.
Anyways, Idk what's her name also anyway :/
Haha, I'm a dimwit at remembering names LOL.
Oh wells.
Anyways, I had band today.
Played La Forza and Overture 2.
Okay la.
Part 3 was sweet for me LOL.
Shall not elaborate :D
Anyways, after band I had to rush for piano.
Haha, band ends at 4.30pm and piano starts at like 5pm ):
So tired wor!
Haha, anyways...
Nothing much today la..
For the past few days too..
And btw, I *might* not be blogging practically everyday like I always do, cuz I really wanna focus on my studies..
Yeah, Mr Tang nearly killed me last year so I thought I must work really hard this year so that I can make up for last year.
LOL, haha, just thought you need to know. LOL.
Okays, Imma go dry my hair.
I just bathed... LOL.
Okays, goodnight :D
*cherlyn~

I hate this part right now

Last day of 2008? SOBSOB

2008-12-31T07:54:00.003+08:00

Im so sorry I didnt post..
Have been really busy studying..
Haha, anyways, here's the picture we took with the Nakamura Girls'.
Oh they're oboeist (Spell?)
Haha, cuz there weren't any bassoonist ):

Sorry it isnt clear, the guy shook my phone while taking the photo..
Tsktsk.
But at least still can see la! :D
Oh wells, anyways, its the last day of 2008 today.
So, I MUST make up my New Year Resolutions.
Not that I would fulfill them ultimately anyways haha.
CHERLYN'S 2009 RESOLUTIONS
1. Take piano practice more seriously.
2. Pay more attention during Maths and Science classes (Ditto?!)
3. Score at least 2 A's in term 1.
4. Pass overall Maths and Science.
5. Be nicer to Cherment.
6. Save more money.
7. Do chinese homework regularly (Depending on who's the teacher)
8. Have fun :D
Haha, okay those are my new year's resolutions.
SO WHAT'S YOURS? (:
*cherlyn~
ps: Happy Birthday to Adeline, the countdown tonight at Marina Bay, is held in honor of the end of your birthday :D

Love is love no matter what is involved

Nakamura Girls' and Tanjong Katong Girls'

2008-12-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

Today was our concert day! :D
Yay!
Dada drove me to school at around 11.45am.
Lol, anyways, he dropped me at the WRONG place.
Haha, oh wells, shall not elaborate..
Anyways..
Tuned up and soon set off the VCH.
And met up with the Nakamura Girls'.
They were SO POLITE.
Comparing to Singaporeans..
LOL.
Oh anyways, we played 3 songs..
La Forza, Dancing Amedeaus (Spell?) and American Graffitti.
Oh wells, was quite okay I should say..
Part 3 wasn't really screwed.
And KUDOS to Robyn, who played her solo quite nicely :D
Oh and then the Nakamura Girls' took the stage and they were like sooooo AWESOME!
And really loud! (:
They played Rocky..
The one we played during the 55th anniversary..
And boy, they were like soooo good! (?
Lol, the solo flautist was amazing.
Her flutter tounging was so clear!
Oh wells.
And they also sang and danced :D
With their instruments!
So cool, they lifted em up and played..
Haha and we were wondering how they did that.
Shall go ask em tomorrow!
They were so good that we asked them for 4 encores!
So they played 2 other songs that our band was quite familiar with..
Disney Medley and My Way..
My Way was the last encore they played and some of the players started crying..
Idk why actually, but most probably cuz its a sad song, and then maybe they were reminded of something sad, so they started crying or something..
Awww, and Xiao Nan was doing her fake cry thingy..
She totally sucked at acting haha, no offense!
Oh anyways, we're having the exchange programme tomorrow :D
YAY!
And people from other schools are coming too :D
Hehe, oh wells, I should have pictures tomorrow (:
So I should be posting tomorrow (:
Cya!
*cherlyn~

Never wanna doubt you, better off without you

Band Concert tomorrow!

2008-12-27T19:02:00.002+08:00

YAY!
Having a band concert tomorrow.
With a japanese band!
Nakamura Girl's High School.
Too bad there aren't any bassoonist ):
*cry*
Ahaha, but nevermind..
We can still mix around :D
Oh wells.
We're performing at Victoria Concert Hall.
Hehe (:
Can't wait.
Oh anyways, had half day band practice today.
Was quite tired out..
But practice was good, lmao.
Oh wells.
LOL.
4 more days till new year.
I must come up with my new year's resolution :D
Hehe (:
Okays.
I'll post again if I have the time tomorrow..
*cherlyn~

Try to run, but I keep coming back

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2008!

2008-12-25T09:51:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!
Merry Christmas! :D
Hehe, I spent my wee hours of christmas morning at MacDonald's.
And I called KorKor at like 12 am while he was sleeping in his camp.
HAHAHAHA.
So mean right?
But hey, I really didn't know!
LOL.
Its 10 am now.
Just couldn't sleep lol.
So I thought I shall blogggg.
Hehe, thank you to all the people who gave me gifts :D
Appreciate it loads.
Especially to Jason Kor!
Thanks for the Game Of Life: Twist and Turns :D
Hehe, Cherment and I love it loads! (:
Thank you!
Okay..
I better stop!
Haven't eaten my breakfast yet :D
LOVES <3
MERRY X'MAS ONCE MORE!
*cherlyn~

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart

Randomed!

2008-12-23T15:40:00.003+08:00

Lalalala.
I've got nothing to talk about right now..
So sorry for not blogging!
Hehe, just really lazy to do so..
LOL.
Oh wells, anyways, 2 days to Christmas! :D
Whee!
*cherlyn~

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4.28pm

This is sooo FUNNY!

CCHHEERRLLYYNN!

Relink please (:

I Never Knew!

Youth Day 2009

Crazier

Really really bored

Term Three Day One

Still sick ):

Dedicated To Natalie

Still sick ):

Cherlyn is sick ):

*SIGHS*

Screw You, Yes YOU! (:

I'm Officially 15 (:

Happy Birthday To Me! (:

Celebrate Good Times Come On'

One More Till 15th

MEP Camp 2009

MEP Camp 2009

TPC Mid Years

How Amusing

Damned.

Cherlyn's A Big Fool

School's Out

Truly, Madly, Deeply

It's What You Did

I Can't Help Myself

Look What Happened To You

Let There Be Sims

Get Outta My Head

Dedicated to Car Alexa H

Hollywood's Not America

It's Not Supposed To Be This Way

This Ain't Pretty

Geog Water Project

Just As I Thought

E learning sucks (II)

I HATE E LEARNING

I NEED A DATE OUT

These Four Walls

POST-EXAM STRESS: THE RESULTS

One More To Suffer

Literature MYE!

No Chemistry...

SUCK BALLS MAN

HATE x100

Mid Years

I Wished I Were Smarter

SS & MT Paper 1

I Hate Today

EL MYE

Confessions

I'd Lie

If You Only Knew

This Ain't Good

Staring Games

Doesn't Make Sense

Peace Out Now

Don't Forget

TGFGF

Thursday After School [:

TKGS Sports Day 2009

Hey there Halogens!

Imperfect

Saturday Night xD

Emotionally Disturbed

Singapore Youth Festival 2009

Earth Day 2009

Puh-lease?!

Saturday Night

Supergirl

& Nothing Ever Seems To Go My Way

March Holiday 09 Wishlist!

E Learning March 09

Tuesday Screws

Monday Blues

T-G-I-F

SKYWAY AVENUE

Tuesday! [:

Friday but tomorrow's Saturday...

SIGHS

Last day of 2008? SOBSOB